After I managed to get dressed I sat upon my bed with Gabbe by my side.
-Feeling better? She asked while she patted my shoulder
-I don’t know… I said under my breath still feeling Cam’s lips on mine.
-You tried to reason with him…Why? She went on
-I just… just don’t believe he’s as bad as he’s claims to be. I shrugged
-Luce he is. He is the bad guy of the story. Arianne told you didn’t she? She asked and I nodded. Of course I knew all the story but something was holding there, to believe in Cam, to believe that he was different, to believe that he was by my side. And it sucked I couldn’t tell all of those to neither Arianne nor Gabbe.
-You have to be careful Luce. She continue
-I know. I replied softly staring down at my hands
-It’s a month until your birthday. You know what that means right? I look at her for an answer
-You might have powers, angelic powers which awaits to be revealed. And only that, but you’ll also be able to help us found Michael. She said
-And what happens after that hm? When and If I find him?
-Then he’ll lead us against the forces of Satan. Her eyes found mine.
-You realize you’ll have to fight against Cam don’t you? I nodded once again unable to say anything else.
When she left after a little while I lay to my bed and try to imagine how things would be from now on. I still couldn’t believe that this Michael was my father, but the part about the angels and me being a kind of key to their war was more believable. Now the part about Cam… I was confused, more confused than ever. A war was coming between angels and fallen angel, between good and evil, light and darkness and I was right in the middle. And which side I was on? My mind was saying with Arianne and the rest of the them but my heart…. There was a part of me that even though Cam was bad and he had done me a lot of not so good things, that didn’t want him to get hurt. I knew that if I was given the chance I wouldn’t kill him or even hurt me. I just couldn’t and I didn’t even knew the reason why.
The door of my room flew open and my dad voice came to me
-You’re awake? He whispered
-Yes come in. I said and sat up to the bed. He smiled and sat on the edge of it.
-Is everything ok? I asked him with concern.
-No no everything’s fine, I just wanted to tell you goodnight sweetheart. He reassured me and patted my hair. I look at him and smile; no there was no doubt that he was my dad and no one could ever change my mind about it.
-Dad? I love you know that right? Not only the words came out without my permission but my voice was trembling. My dad came closer looked concern and gave me a hug.
-Of course I know that sweetheart. You are my little girl after all. I smile although my eyes was in the verge of tears so I was grateful that my room was dark. He pulled back and pressed a small kiss on my forehead before he rose to his feet
-Goodnight. He said
-Goodnight. I replied and we walked out of my room.
I held my pillow tight and closed my eyes trying to sleep but after a few hours twirling in my bed I decided sleep wasn’t the best choice now. So I got up with the kitchen as my destination but I stopped when I step on something. I looked down to see it was the black rose, Cam had left to my bed. I bent down and took it carefully to my hand. Although it’s message was dark, there was beauty in it, as black roses were so unique yet Cam had managed to found one and gave it to me. He’s evil don’t forget that. He wants to harm you. My inner voice told me. I run my fingers through it’s surface and sat on my bed again. There was beauty in the rose and mystery and- It actually reminded me of him somehow. What if Cam was just like the rose? Unique and beautiful in his own way but still dangerous?
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A Fallen FanFiction: Your Dark Angel (With Cam)
ФанфикThis is a story about Cam and Luce (Yep from Lauren's Kate books, Fallen) but with my point of view and since i'm team Cam well ;) Luce is the key to a war, a war between Heaven and Hell, between angels and fallen angels. But one certain fallen ange...