The Documentary

Chapter 26

Daniels POV

   we leave for tour tomorrow and I'm very excited. texas is our first stop an it feels like its been forever since I've just been able to sing on a stage and perform for our fans. i don't think they understand how much they truly mean to the boys and me.

  yesterday was interesting. apparently beth went to some art school for an interview, zach told me this which i think is a pretty cool thing but does that mean she's going to be moving away from us? you know what happens when people move away, they forget. i won't ever forget her but I'm concerned she might forget me... we're friends again i guess, even though my heart feels like its being demolished. ill get over it right? this won't last forever. i haven't exactly gone through a heartbreak like this before but i am hoping for the best.  trying to stay positive really... its not working too well. its just every time i look into her eyes i just fall in love all over again. and i can't help that. i can try but i can only try so much... ya know?

  Bethany's POV

   tour starts tomorrow and i feel a lot of pressure on my shoulders. i have to capture each performance and document some great shots just from back stage. i mean one of our tech guys said he'll capture some fill in shots with his camera further back. this is supposed to be a break through of my film career, its going everywhere. after the tour the boys are supposed to go on the show The View and have an interview on live television. and guess what... the film is going to be playing in the background for the whole world to see. i have to make this the best videos I've ever shot before. its about to be epic.

   can we take a minute to address daniel? he's been acting so weird lately. he and i are friends now I'm guessing, but that doesn't help with the feeling i have felt for him since day one. being friends means that i can't claim him as mine, really at all anymore. i can't help but want him to be mine again but he deserves someone better. but i also can't help being in love with him. i can't change that either.

     The next day

7:30am

corbyn: rise and shine. its almost time to leave beth.

he opens my curtains as i cover my face with my pillow so the light doesn't hit my eyes.

corbyn: hurry up.

he says as he walks out of my room with a pep in his step.

i take the pillow off of my eyes and sit up. i still cant see right because my eyes need to adjust to the light. i look over to my clock on my bedside table and it reads "7:32am". we need to leave by  7:45 ish. thank goodness I'm already packed. i quickly change into something comfy but still cute, brush my teeth and grab my bags. i then make my way downstairs. my bag is pretty huge so i have trouble actually walking down the stairs.

i see daniel in front of me, walking up.

daniel: do you need help?

me: me? pshhhhttt no. i got it.

i say with confidence as i try and pick it up but it doesn't lift off the ground. he ends up picking my bag up anyway and setting it in front of the stairs.

me: thanks

daniel: no problem.

he continues walking up the stairs and my eyes follow him. i remain standing there for some reason. I'm not sure what that reason is but i felt like i was waiting for something. my eyes stare at the top of the stairs until i see daniel once again. 

daniel: you're still standing there?

me: uh yeah.

daniel: you left your camera in my room.

he hands me my new camera and i wonder how it got in there.

me: omg, you're literally a life saver. i thought i lost it. thank you.

i rap my hands around his neck and embrace him in the biggest hug.

our arms stay locked for a while until i realize we are just friends and i should keep myself distant from him. i slightly let go and he pulls me in for longer.

we remain like that for a while. or what feels to be a while.