The Documentary

Chapter 43

"I have no clue where he could be.

... I lied."

I slightly jog to Logans car. Of course I asked him if I could use it. He always says yes.

    I hit the gas and make my way to Caribou Cafe. A cute little diner that we come sometimes. If he's not here then I really don't know where he might be.

    He texted me earlier asking me if I wanted to go on a hike. I said that I didn't have a pair of hiking shoes and ignored him after that? Could he be doing this because of me? Is it that obvious?
(ha yeah g YOU needa chill.)

I pull in and back in to a parking spot. I then get out, lock the door and head inside. We have a certain place that we sit. The corner, where the round table is. I immediately see that table and he is not there. I look around and see a skinny guy with a baseball hat on wearing white vans with his back turned to me. Daniel.

  I walk up to his table and take a seat.

Beth: Hey.

I say all peppy.

Daniel: Hey. What are you doing here?

He closes the book he was reading, putting his book mark in it and then taking his earbuds out.

Beth: I was looking for you.

Daniel: I though you "didn't have bike boots"?

He says in a sarcastic, yet confused tone.

Beth: Yeah I don't.

I laugh.

Beth: The boys are worried, you're not answering your phone.

Daniel: Yeah I don't really want to talk so... I turned my ringer off.

Beth: So you didn't get my texts?

Daniel: I mean I received them, I just didn't read them.

Beth: You didn't read them?

Daniel: Yeah... it's not a secret I'm keeping from you. I may have ski---

I cut him off, changed the subject.

Beth: I think i'm going to get a coffee.

Daniel: Um okay.

The feeling of guilt still rests with me... and it will until I tell him. But I can't. It's a big deal when you think you were your significant others first time...
    I go to stand up but Daniel grabs my arm first.

Daniel: Are you okay?

Beth: I'm fine.

He brings me in for a quick peck but I turn my face to his lips meet my cheek. I don't know why I did that... I just did... I feel so bad, I feel like me keeping this in is hurting me more then it will hurt Daniel if I tell him the truth.
   I'll tell him tomorrow... Yeah.

A/N: feeling good about the next few chapters aye aye ayeeeee. be ready!