Thugged Out 4: Real Life

SIX- Where You Belong

YES, It is 3 something in the morning lol I'm up like a mf.

Y'all, last chapter when Drew was like "I can't leave this hoe yet." He was NOT referring to Reign as a hoe. Idk if y'all can tell or not but I'm from the south & that's how we talk lol. In Memphis, the word hoe is damn near a noun. He was talking about her house y'all 😂😂😂

"I know you really, really want it But you belong to somebody else." - Dej Loaf & Jacquees

ANT

"Are we gonna do any excursions? This cruise goes to Grand Turk, San Juan Puerto Rico, Saint Kitts, and Philipsburg St. Maarten. It's eight days long too." she tells me, showing me on her laptop. We sitting in the bed trying to get all this family vacation shit together. All I know is we finna act a fool on that bitch.

"Yeah, if that's what you wanna do. I don't care." I answer. She rolls her eyes. "It'll be nice if you help me get this cruise thing together, Antasia, damn. I've been over here the past hour looking at this shit and asking for your input but you are absolutely no help." she says. I look away from the TV then look at her. "Why you so damn moody today?" I ask. This like the tenth time she went off on me out of nowhere today.

"I am not moody, I'm annoyed because you clearly see me trying to put this vacation together  so we can hurry up and get the fuck out of Cali and you ain't trying to help me. This family is huge as hell and I have so much shit to get figured out because we have never done a family cruise and we've never been on any of those islands and you ain't helping me!" she goes off. "Help you do what, Jessica? What you want me to do? I gave your ass my black card and told you to spend whatever you want and make it exactly how you want it then just tell me about it. What else you need?" I ask, confused.

"I need your support." she says. "Jessica, I'm laying down next to your ass looking at the damn shit just like you." I say. "Can you please come closer and actually act excited?" she asks. "I am excited. I don't know nothing about planning no big ass vacation. Everytime we travel, you the mastermind and I just throw the money. Why this gotta be any different? If I go and book the wrong shit like I did when we went to Miami, you'll be mad." I say.

Both of us went to Miami and I was in charge of booking. I fucked around and booked a hotel she hated, I got the wrong car, and then I didn't make reservations to the right places. She was mad as hell at me. She already know this vacation planning shit ain't my thing. "Ant, stop arguing with me." she demands. "Jessica, what? How I'm arguing? Nevermind, come on. Let's look at the shit." I say, pulling her in my arms.

"You feel better now?" I ask, paying full attention to her and all this cruise stuff. "Yes, I am. So, what do you think about doing Carnival's Rainforest Horseback Riding Adventure excursion in San Juan?" she asks. "Ion know if the kids would like horseback riding." I answer. "They might. I'm sure they have smaller horses for little kids who wanna do it." she says. "Yeah, but Sage, Serenity, Dream, and Jelena short and I don't know how they'll react to that shit." I tell her. I already know Dream will act a fool if we try to put her bossy ass on a horse. She ain't with that shit.

"They'll enjoy it, Ant." she says. "Jessica, I don't know about that. How much it cost?" I ask.  "It says it starts at a hundred and fourteen  per person." she answers. "It say they at least gotta be ten so we can't do that. I ain't  going all the way to Puerto Rico to ride no horse anyway. We got that shit in America." I say, making her laugh. "But I do got a horse you can ride if that's what you really wanna do." I joke.

She starts laughing then hits my arm. "Ant, quit. We have a vacation to plan. Ain't nobody hopping on that old ass dick of  yours." she says. "Old? If my dick old, yo pussy old." I say. "Never that. This good pussy won't ever age." she says, making me laugh. I kiss her neck then her lips. "Aight. All jokes aside, we gotta plan this shit. What else you see you wanna do?" I ask her. I don't feel like looking at this shit cause I honestly don't give a fuck as long as her and my kids happy on the vacation but I learned to compromise and do what makes her happy and she'll do the same.