Thugged Out 4: Real Life

THIRTY NINE- Fire We Make

Honestly, I have been going through so much bullshit lately and I'm so unhappy, y'all. I can't even lie. So, No I haven't been feeling this shit at all. Sorry but bare with me on updates if you want. If not, that's fine too. But in other news, my book I'm writing for Amazon isn't too far from being done, so hopefully y'all cop it.

"Like a moth to a flame, I can't stay away." - Alicia Keys

TAE

"Where the fuck is my damn daughter at? You better not have her in no damn bullshit with your wanna be grown ass, you hear me Tae? Who the fuck told you to come pick anybody up from my house without my permission?" My momma yells through the phone. I didn't even put LaLa in nothing with me. I took her and Lianna to the beach and to eat. We just got back to me and Reign's apartment.

"I didn't take her to do nothing wild, ma. We just went to the beach and ate." I say. "I don't give a fuck if your ass went to a damn pumpkin patch! She ain't shit but fourteen and last I checked, she needed permission to go places! You ain't grown neither, but I'm done trying to control your ass! You ain't dragging her in the shit you got going on!" She goes off.

"Jessica, get off the phone. I'll go get her from over there. She ain't doing nothing wrong." I hear Ant say in the background. That nigga used to always come to my rescue growing up. "Ant, shut the fuck up, okay? I'm tired of these kids driving me crazy!" She yells at him. "I said I'll go and get her! Sit the fuck down!" He demands, hanging up the phone afterwards.

I sigh as I walk into my bedroom. LaLa and Lianna are sitting on my bed folding my clothes for me. They just abruptly stopped talking as soon as I came in. "Why y'all quit talking?" I ask, raising my eyebrow. I know Lala ain't in here on some fuck shit with her when she knows Lianna is off limits.

Me and LaLa used to fuck with each other's girls and stuff, but those situations weren't nowhere near as serious as mine is with Lianna. I'm just sixteen and put a roof over her head and food in her mouth using my own money. Her aunt didn't give a damn when she left, and I make sure she got what she needs and I get her to and from school everyday. I wish she fucking would mess around with my gay ass sister.

"We weren't talking about anything interesting." Lianna quickly says. LaLa is avoiding eye contact with me. She was acting funny all day at the beach and at the restaurant, but damn. "Mane, LaLa, you real fucked up if you doing what I think you doing. Look, Lianna. I ain't the type of nigga to bring up what I do for you, right?" I ask. "Right." She agrees. "Well, all Imma say is if you fuckin' play with me, Imma put you the fuck out and make you figure yo shit out with yo fake ass auntie." I assure her.

"What the fuck, bruh? Tae, you bullshitting. Ain't nobody trying to fuck with yo girl." LaLa says. "I can't tell! Y'all mothafuckas in this bitch acting all quiet and shit since I walked in here!" I go off. "Tae, shut the hell up. She was asking for advice. If you don't sit your big ego having ass down somewhere. Maybe, instead of accusing us when I'm not even into girls by any means, you should get off your high horse and see what the fuck is wrong with your sister! She was only asking me for advice. You need to spend more time with her like you used to." Lianna says.

"What you calling me out for? LaLa, what you need advice on?" I ask. I don't feel like arguing with Lianna over my sister today. If LaLa wanted to talk to me about something, she would've asked. "Wendy tried to fuck me in Reign's bed and I didn't know Reign had a camera set up in there. What if she sees it and thinks I had something going on with Wendy or thinks I'm bold enough to fuck a bitch in her bed? What if that gets back to Noble and he stops talking to me because of that?" She asks.

"Wendy tried to fuck you? What the fuck? I didn't know she was a gay ass pedophile. And Noble ain't tripping over her dumb ass. I used to think she was cool, but now she be on some sneaking shit." I say. I thought I was the only one noticing she was walking around with some type of chip on her shoulder, but I never said anything about it.