Thugged Out 4: Real Life

ELEVEN- Could It Be?

I don't know what happened with chapter 10 not being shown to a lot of ppl but try to delete the book then re add it to your libraries.

"Could it be you're  fallin in love with a thug right now? Could it be you're fallin in love
With a thug's lifestyle?" - Big Pun

CRUISE DAY 2

JESSICA

"Baby, I promise you somebody's about to die." I say to Ant, rolling over in the bed. Somebody is full blown banging on the door of our suite and I'm seeing red right now cause it's pissing me off. Sage, Dream, and Serenity begged us to go back to the children's club early this morning so Ant and I got up earlier than we planned to take those three and Amari to get breakfast at the buffet then to their clubs. We winded up in the casino for hours because Ant wanted to go gamble. We stayed in there a lifetime because his ass ended up losing two thousand dollars trying to win back the first thousand he lost. We've been back in the room thirty minutes trying to get some rest but now we can barely do that cause now somebody is still banging and kicking on our door like they lost their fucking mind.

"Mane, what in the fuck? We on vacation, bruh. I thought I was getting away from crazy ass bullshit like this!" Ant snaps, getting out the bed. He's in his boxers and nothing else. "I'll get it, baby, your ass is damn near naked." I say, laughing a little. He's so irritated to the point of him getting ready to storm to the door with his dick swinging and no clothes on.  "You better get it then cause Imma smack the fuck outta somebody ass." he goes off, sitting at the edge of the bed and glaring at the wall. That's how I know he's sleepy. He's irritated and just staring at stuff, ready to spazz out.

I put my house shoes on. "I'm fucking coming, shit! Stop banging on this damn door that loud!" I yell, walking to the door. I snatch it open then put my hand on my hip. "Bitch, I'm  finna hurt you! Why you banging on me and my man door like that and how you even know where the fuck we sleeping at anyway?" I go off on Shai. This bitch got some nerve for popping up to our room unannounced and banging on the door, waking us up like a crazy person the way she just did. I don't know how she got our room number because we aren't even on the same deck as the rest of them.

"I didn't come with an attitude." she says, seeming calm. She got dry tears on her face and she standing here looking like a sad dog.  Her lip is trembling like she's seconds away from breaking down. "Why the hell are you here unannounced this early in the morning?" I ask, glaring at her. I'm seconds away from strangling this girl, seriously. "Yeah, why the fuck you pop up like you paid for this room and shit?" Ant asks all the way from the bathroom. He's so nosey. "I mean no disrespect but Jessica, it's five in the afternoon so I figured y'all would be awake." she mumbles. "Well, why are you at my damn room at five in the afternoon?" I ask, mocking her voice.

She sighs. "I just really want to sit down and talk to you two. You and Ant." she says. "Girl, let me tell you something. I don't have nothing for you. Go on somewhere and be with Drew." I demand. I feel like she's here to talk about whatever catastrophe her, Reign, and Drew have going on and I don't have time for it. I don't wanna hear it because I told Reign to leave it alone and I told Shai to quit worrying so much about Reign and worry about her nigga instead but none of them listen, so I don't give a damn no more. Reign is my daughter but she is a grown ass woman so it ain't like I can make her do anything. I can just give her advice and let her decide if she's gonna take it or not.

"Please, Jessica." she begs me, in tears and everything. "I'm begging you. Just please give me a chance to speak." she adds, lightly crying. This cannot be real right now. "Quit crying. Them damn tears don't move me one bit. What the fuck do you want, Shai?" I ask, forcing myself to not slap her and draw blood from her face. She got some nerve coming to my room like this. She's bolder than I thought she was.