Thugged Out 4: Real Life

TWENTY THREE- Whatever You Need

Honestly G... all y'all that be coming crazy and talkin bout how y'all deleting the book, BYE HOES! Fuck Imma care for? Learn how to leave in silence, dramatic ass sluts. Go suck some nuts or something dirty maggot eating ass bitches.

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But on a serious note, I'm praying for ALL OF Y'ALL readers in Houston and the surrounding areas that were and have family and friends that were affected by Hurricane Harvey. Praying for the whole Houston period 🙏🏾 If I could, I would help a whole lot in all ways possible. Y'all make sure y'all pray for them and try to donate at least something small to   the red cross or something that's legitimately going towards helping the victims if y'all can. You don't have to be rich or even send a lot of money but I'm sure everything will help all those people that lost so much. So yeah, continue praying for all those people cause it could've been any of us, ya know? I personally have friends that got caught up in it. Trust me, they need the love the most right now. And to anybody reading this that's affected by it, I hope this update makes you laugh or at least puts a smile on your faces during this hard time. 💜 (P.S. don't say no disrespectful ass bullshit or say a damn thing about updating in this section. Some of y'all hoes have no respect.)

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"Now she thuggin' with a real one." - Meek Mill

JESSICA

"Jessica, bitch, what's wrong?" Torren asks me as he drives. "Nothing, I'm okay." I lie. We're headed to see my therapist. I told him to pick me up from over Vonte's house earlier because nothing about me feels good.  I don't want to cry no more. I don't even know what to feel about shit anymore. I don't want to tell Torren that Ant cheated on me because I know I'll get a mouthful about how Ant ain't shit and this and that when I'm really not in the mood for anybody telling me that they told me so.

"You lying, girl. What happened? Bitch, I came quick, fast, and in a hurry when you called me this morning. You sound like a lil sad dog. Girl, Imma have to do something to yo hair, child, cause you looking rough today." he says, glancing over at me and touching my messy ponytail. "It's a lot of stuff." I mumble. "Girl, what's wrong with you? Why you acting like you hiding something?" he asks. Shit, because I am.

"It's nothing." I mumble as he stops at a red light. I glance over at the gas station on this street. "Pull me over there, now." I demand. "Girl, what? Pull you over to the gas station?" he asks. "I said pull me over there right now, Torren." I calmly say, taking my seatbelt off. "Bitch, what, you want some snacks or gotta pee? Let me know, child." he says, turning the right turn signal on and giving me a concerned look.

"Just pull me over there." I say again. "Okay. Bring me a bag of Skittles out then. I wanna taste a rainbow like I did last night with my man. Girl, I got some shit to tell you." he says, giggling and blushing. "I'm happy for your love life. Now, please, Torren. Hurry and take me over there." I say. "Okay? What in the world is going on?" he asks. I ignore him as I glance over at the gas station again.

He just pulled in the parking lot. He parks the car in the front then opens his bag. He sits a twenty dollar bill in my lap. "Here. Get us some snacks and buy me some scratch offs. I gotta put my lashes on." he says, looking in the mirror. I ignore him then open up the door. "Jessica, what you doing?" he asks, getting out the car and looking at me crazy as I storm over to the red car that's parked at a pump. "You thought I wasn't gon' fuck around and catch yo ass out here? You enjoyed my husband dick in ya mouth, hoe?" I snap, punching Dominique square in her face. She was paying for her gas and I saw the bitch at the red light.

"Bitch, get off of me!" she yells, grabbing my hair while I throw punch after punch at her, taking all of my anger out on her. I can't hear nobody else or see nobody else around me. "Imma kill you, hoe!" I yell, grabbing her neck while she yanks my hair. Torren grabs me then pulls me away. I shove him as hard as I can then attack her again. "Bitch! You know that nigga married just like he know it, hoe! And I don't give a damn if you ain't the one who owes me loyalty, I'm still fucking yo hoe ass up cause you knew better!" I scream, punching her between every single word.