The Demons Inside. [ZM AU]

Ch: 11 || Love.

[Zayn]

"Is it a boy-or a girl?" I bluntly asked the blonde haired chic who brought too many problems on me. Problems that I didn't need right now.

"Girl. We need to decide on baby names. I was thinking of something sweet and cute-what do you think?"

I rolled my eyes at the happiness in her voice, I'm no where near happy right now. I don't honestly like children. They get freaked out by my behaviour, so I avoid them. If I would have a child with anyone though, it would be with Sophia-not with some desperate girl who I really nothing but hatred towards.

"I don't care. Do what you like. I'm not going to be around anyway. You'll be raising her up on your own-"

A high pitched shriek came out of her mouth and I almost lost control of her steering wheel with panic and shock. She continued to shriek and I didn't know what to do. She wasn't giving birth was she? It's only been what-eight months? It can't be time yet.

"What the hell is the matter?!" of course I was panicking! Why wouldn't I? There is a pregnant idiotic woman shrieking for no apparent reason next to me-wouldn't you be doing the same?!

"You-you just s-said you want m-me to raise our d-daughter a-along?!" she gasped, taking in the reality that was around us. The word daughter sent a shiver down my spin; I wasn't mentally ready to hear that yet. I raised an eyebrow at her as she breathing rather heavily now. That is so weird.

"Yeah... so? I don't love you. I love someone else. It wouldn't be right to-"

"-to leave me and your daughter stranded! The least you could do is be by my side while I give birth! I've been carrying her alone in this stupid world for eight now-without you! You cannot just leave me alone! You're the reason for me getting pregnant!" she was raging at me, her and her stupid pregnancy hormones must be all over the place right now. It's much worse then an average girl on her period.

"What? No! I was not! You got me drunk, and started stripping me! It was all a blur that night-alright?! It's not my fault-it's your own! You should've been on the pill like you said you were! You lied to me." I snapped back at her. I cannot believe I'm having this talk about that stupid irresponsible night. I regret it so much!

She scoffs loudly, "I feel sorry for our daughter! She has the worst father in the world! He won't have the heart to even bring her into the world-that's low, even for you, Zayn!" her voice is full of venom and it almost stings. I don't want to be a bad person, but she is leaving me with no other options.

Worst father in the world? Do I want to be like my own father-should I even class us as the same sort of 'fatherhood'? He was in a completely different situation then I'm in. At least he loved my mother.

I don't love Caitlin, nor do I love our daughter-the words our daughter makes me cringe also. It will never sink in that I'm going to be a father. With someone that is not Sophia.

What did I do wrong to deserve this?

[Nikki]

"How did you-how did you find out about Harry?" I questioned the woman that I had always thought was only Zayn's mother... turns out to be both his and my boyfriend's mother too? It didn't make sense...

"I've always known. It was Yaser that forced me to have that one night stand with Des twenty years ago... but the thing was, it was only because Anne was infertile. She really did want a child-"

"-she never loved me, though. She was never proud of me. She only ever tried to compare me to Zayn, always. I didn't like it at all." Harry shuddered at the thought, holding me closer to his chest as we were cuddled on Patricia's sofa.