The Demons Inside. [ZM AU]

Ch: 28 || Power.

(holy cow the gif on the side is so hot is that the sound of my ovaries bursting.. oh yes it is xo)

[Zayn]

"You need a haircut, Bird. Your hair style isn't cool anymore. It's more like a spider’s web." I grabbed one of Jay's mud coloured messy curls and he yelped at the pain, swatting my hand away rather childishly. As I have once told Sophia, I actually take pride in the way I look so seeing Jay like this... is just ... frustrating.

Then again, little things piss me off right now. It's like I'm on my period. Seriously.

"Don't be jealous, Zayn. Just because your hair isn't as awesome as mines." he threw me a cheeky week and flicked his curls back, which almost made me puke up all over him.

I actually had more things to worry about however, like Sophia so there was no use in arguing with Jay and his... weird style.

I thought Sophia actually loved me, but she confused me by acting like she didn't, but just an hour ago she told me she did love me? I'm left with riddles. When is life going to give me a chance to officially make her mines? I want her to be mines so I don't have to pretend she is in my head. I want to tell her I love her everyday and have a relationship out of those words.

This is just becoming ludicrous now. I've been 'with' her for almost a year! I want her to be mines. She needs to become mines before it's too bloody late, and it's all over between us. That cow could ruin us and I know that's exactly what she wants to do. She won't succeed, not on my fricking watch. She's not going anywhere near Sophia; if she does. She's dead. Yeah, I don't give a crap if she's pregnant or if she's a girl, I'll do what I have to do to terminate her if that's what I need to do to stop this pain for Sophia. For Sophia I would do anything. That's how much I love her.

"You have someone called 'female dog, smiley face' calling your mobile, Zayn. It's the eighth call now. It must be urgent or something. Is that anyone you know?" Siva questioned me, walking in from the kitchen which he's made himself useful in. He claims to have made this 'goal' to clean every inch of Nathan's house, just for it to be more presentable.

I don't actually see the point in all the effort if the Queen isn't going to show up any time soon.

Or Beyoncé.

I groaned at that ID name. Caitlin is a ... female dog. I truly hate her and I want her to finally get the damn message! But no. She's just stupid. "Just give me the damn phone." I grumbled and Siva does as he was told which was surprising because I didn't use any manners and he would usually scowl at me. He could probably tell my change in moods due to... 'The female dog'.

I pressed the green answer button on my phone before it could go to another miss call, and I instantly heard her piercing annoying voice. Gosh, I just want her to go away! Why can't she just randomly fall off a cliff and won't be seen or heard of again? It would make my life so much easier if she didn't exist.

"ZAYN WHERE ARE YOU?! I NEED YOU HERE RIGHT NOW." she was shrieking down the line of the phone and I had to hold the phone away from my ear because otherwise it would burst my eardrum.

"Somewhere you're not. And I need you to leave me alone right now, but we can't always get our ways, can we?" I muttered, cursing under my breath but not out loud which this time many months ago I would've done. Usually I would swear openly at whoever I wanted and get away with it, but now I've got an angel Sophia on my shoulder guiding me through everything. It just shows how much Sophia had changed me. She's making me into a better person... I think.

"Ha, ha funny! I'M SERIOUSLY SPEAKING NOW; I NEED HELP PICKING SOME CLOTHES AND TOYS FOR OUR CHILD." I think Jay and Siva heard the words 'our child' even though my phone wasn't on speaker, and both stared intensely at me. Gosh, talk about pressure? Nosey arses. Can't they mind their down damn businesses? Is that so hard to ask?