Hurt

14

chapter 14 • smile

Macey

I stare at him for what felt like forever and I laughed he tilted his head to the right and had a confused face. Like he doesn't know.

"Why are you laughing" he said.

"This was all because i owed you" I laughed again and got up from where I was sitting, I brushed myself off.

"What?" His voice cracked and I didn't bother saying anything he literally stole my first kiss and he played with my feelings, does he really think I'll fall for what he is doing, well no I'm done he ruined everything I've wanted, I wanted my first kiss to be perfect but he had to ruin it like he always does.

"I'm done." I turn around and walk towards the cafeteria but he stops me.

"Macey what are you talking about." He sounded so innocent And hurt.

"You really think I'm stupid don't you" his smile turned into a frown so quickly it was like I turned a switch.

"What are you talking about!" His voice got louder and he knew it, he realized that he was getting angry and it looked like he was trying to calm himself down.

"You only came to me, and acted like you cared so you can get what you wanted" I shouted, he backed up and he looked hurt like I was the one who did something wrong.

"But I do care, don't you understand, I didn't do all that because of what you owed me!" He yelled, this was bringing back memories of my brother and how him and I got into fights.

"Alex, I know you hate me, you just want to prove a point to your friends, that I was easy." I emphasized the last word.

"You seriously think that low of me...you really think I'll do that to prove a point, I'm not a bitch I'm not a 'bad boy' I'm not that perfect jock everyone thinks I am, I'm human, but if you really think that low of me then fine, I understand, we didn't get along well and I guess trying to fix this didn't work either because your selfish." My face dropped when he said that, he saw that. But I guess he wasn't wrong.

"All you care about is yourself, not what other people feel, all you care about is your fucked up life, but guess what Macey, I also have a fucked up life but I don't go around feeling sad for myself I try to make my life happy and now that the only thing that made me happy left, left like the other things that made me happy." He stopped and I saw his jaw clench and his fist balled up.

"But all the-" I whispered it but Alex cut me off

"I'm done" he said

"What?" I was shocked he was the light in my eye that always shined even though he was a jerk and played to much, he always made me laugh, smile, mad, and sad he did that to me and he also opened up a new feeling in me a feeling i didn't know, and I still don't know what it is.

"You heard me, I'm done, if your done so am I" he shrugged and put his hands in his pocket.

"Alex-" he ignored me and left, I was gonna do that. now that I thought about it, I always did this to him, I left him without a explanation or anything, but he gave me an explanation, he knew what it felt to be left so he didn't want me to feel that, I screwed up.