Hurt

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chapter 20 • rat

Don't you ever get annoyed when your sleeping, and you accidentally open your eye and you see light and you immediately know it's the morning but you don't want to wake up. Well that's me right now.

I didn't want to get up but then I remembered...Wait! I felt something holding me down it was really heavy. What the heck I probably got kidnapped! I open my eye and I see someone's arm around my waist. What the heck!...

Alex was literally touching me!! Omg I was all up his chest too.

I needed to get up. I was trying to escape his embrace but he tightened his grip. Ugh are you kidding me!

I want to get up and take a long nice shower. So I fell off my bed. I looked at Alex and I was really lucky that he didn't wake up, I ran to the shower and I felt so much better.

When I finished taking a shower and brushing my teeth I walked to the kitchen.

I made two cups of coffee and I also made some toast.

I sat on the stool and drank my warm coffee. God that coffee was really good.

"Morning" Alex's voice was so deep and husky, and raspy since he just woke up .

"Morning, I made you some coffee, if you want some" I whispered the last part but he probably heard me because he sat next to me and grabbed the cup of coffee and he immediately started gulping it.

We sat there in silence, hes probably gonna talk about yesterday and that he didn't mean to get drunk and come to my house and that I was selfish and blah blah blah.

He turned around to face me and oh lord his sky blue eyes that were literally staring at my soul are so beautiful. How haven't I noticed he had blue freaking eyes!.

"Macey can you stop checking me out, I feel violated" his grin turned into a smirk and all I did was roll my eyes.

"You feel violated, I should feel violated you were literally staring at me, your eyes were literally trying to suck my soul!" He starts to laugh and I liked it, he never laughs he only chuckles and I really like his laugh.

"Okay can you stop laughing" my cheeks are burning like I can tell there red. Anyway he stops laughing and goes back to his serious self, I honestly want him to go back to happy , cute Alex

"I want to tell you that I'm really sorry for barging in your house drunk" was that really his apology?

"Can I ask you something" his only response was a nod

"Why did you get drunk in the first place?" He got so tense that it actually scared me, his hands balled up to a fist and his eyes weren't shining like before, his eyes darkened his whole body froze.

"Alex..." I grab his hand and he jumps his eyes look at mine and he starts breathing heavily. Wait did I do this to him.

"Please tell me what happened, I want to help you." I start to rub circles behind his hand and his eyes trail to our joined hands.

"Why?" His eyes darken and his voice sounds deeper he let's go of my hand and I flinch.

"Why do you want to know all this. Two days ago you literally hated me" I look back at him he didn't want to tell me did he.