chapter 17 • wake up

"Macey wake up" I woke up and saw my mom holding a bottle a very familiar bottle which held memories, bad memories.

"Mom I can't" I begged her not to give me that bottle that was going to ruin my life even more.

"Therapist it is then" are you kidding me!

"Okay fine" I grab the bottle and opened it, the white pills that I never wanted to see again are back to ruin my life.

I take out a pill and look at my mom telling her that I needed water.

She went downstairs and came back really quick with the water

I put the pill in my mouth and quickly swallowed it I hated the feeling of it going down my throat it felt like I was choking and I couldn't do anything about it.

"Done" I said and placed the bottle on my night stand, I gave my mom the glass of water and I instantly felt sleepy.

wait What?.

Those weren't the pills I've had before. I checked the bottle and it said "for anxiety and other disorders" I turned it around and saw the side affects-

-the patient feels sleepy

-calm

-nauseousness

-if the patient feels dehydrated or any type of pain call a nearby hospital

I had no idea sleepiness was a symptom?!

I felt to sleepy to think, all I remember is falling onto the ground.

Next morning

*beep beep*

I wake up and I felt this horrible pain on my neck and my head.

WHAT THE HECK!!

I fell asleep on the ground!

The beeping noise on my alarm clock kept bothering me that I get up and Break it.

It's happening again, those pills are starting to kick in.

"Macey breakfast!" I hear my mom calling me but I couldn't really focus on what she said.

I get into the shower and try to wash all of the stress and the headache I had.

I quickly go to my my room and change into something comfortable, I honestly didn't care what I wore to school.

I felt anger and so many different emotions, they start swirling in me I couldn't control myself I had to hit something I had to and so I did I hit the freaking wall!

I look at my knuckles and nothing, I hit the wall more and I look at my knuckles one more time and satisfied with how they look I step back and go downstairs to eat my breakfast.

I shouldn't have done that, my hand was throbbing in pain it hurt so bad. I honestly don't know why I hit the wall.

I'm psychotic. That's it I'm a psychopath.

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