Hurt

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chapter 13 • hate

Alex

I cant believe I told her that she owes me a kiss, I'm such an idiot, why a kiss not a cookie or car, I don't know, this is horrible Ill have to kiss Macey.

I mean it's not horrible it's AHHH...

While I was looking down at her lips it was like some type of feeling hit me, it was a feeling I've never felt before, i just wanted to kiss her pink lushes lips- no I can't think about this stuff, plus it's Macey she'll never want me.

"Dude are you listening?" I turn around and see Carlos . Carlos is one of my buddies on the football team. He was a douche an no one really liked him.

"What?" I got angry at him for distracting me

"So she owes you?" He asked, how did he know about this I never- oh wait I did tell him, I was just to busy day dreaming.

"Yeah, and" I snapped

"What does she owe you?" Oh shit this was gonna be hard to say

"A-a kiss" I stutter he starts laughing and I get mad, why the fuck was he laughing did he actually think this was funny.

"Dude, a kiss, you really want to kiss that depressed piece oh shit-"       

"-WHAT THE FUCK DUDE" I push him off his chair, I was getting angry my jaw clenched and my fist balled up, this has never happened to me, I never got this defensive over a girl before.. well maybe one girl but that was over.

"Don't fucking talk about her that way" I shout the whole cafeteria was staring at us.

But when I look to the side I see Macey her eyes widen and they were watery, she heard what had happened.

"Macey" I said under my breath but she ran out the cafeteria I ran after her but I couldn't see her it was like she disappeared.

I hear sobs near me I look around but no ones there I walk around the halls and I see her fragile self on the floor her knees were up to her chest and her hands were covering her face.

"I know what your friends think of me" she says, I can barely hear her voice, it sounded muffled like she was trapped in a tunnel and I was on the other side urging to hear her voice loud and clear.

Her hair was covering her face and her shoulders, it was bothering me I wanted to see her face really bad, I didn't know why, I just had the urge to go over there and lift her chin up and put her hair in a pony tail, so I can see her face.

"They're not my friends" my voice came out a whisper, it was barely audible.

She didn't say a word, she just sat there like the world was crumbling on her and she couldn't escape.

Fuck it.

I walk towards her and sit next to her I hesitate for a moment, but have the courage to pull her hair aback and put it behind her ear.

I couldn't risk touching her like I did before, she didn't trust me, it hurt me to see her wince and flinch every time I touch her.