Izaya's povI can't believe him! Who the hell does he think he is?! I hope he just leaves me alone now. He's not even helping me!
He can't make me feel anymore pathetic than I feel now. Why did he even follow me here? Aren't we supposed to hate each other?
Wait, didn't he say he cares about me? He must of been joking, after all, why would anyone care for me?
I've done bad things before, and Shinra expects me to change? I can't! I've always been like this.
He just wanted to embarrass me didn't he? He didn't check my arms to see if I needed help, he just wants me to show him all my weaknesses so he can use them against me later.
I think I'll just sleep this off for now. I'll deal with it all in the morning.
Shizuo POV
I haven't heard any noise coming from his room. It's 11pm so I think he must have gone to bed.
I guess I'll make myself comfortable for tonight.
The next morning
It's 9am and he's still not awake. I'll make him breakfast to make up for last night.
As I open the fridge and look in I find nothing. What the hell? Where's all his food? What does he even eat if he has no food here?
I guess I'll get him some food, it doesn't look like he's gonna wake up anytime soon.
Timeskip
Izaya's pov
As I wake up I still feel dizzy and have a headache. That's probably because of all the drinking I've been doing.
"Fuuuuck... my head" I murmur as I sit up in bed and put my hands on my head.
I turn to look at the clock that's on my nightstand.
10:30am. I guess I'll get up now then. I'd normally be up by now.I walk out of my room carefully, if Shizuo's still here I don't want him to hear me.
I carefully examine each room and discover he's left. I sigh and fall back onto the couch, making myself comfy.
Why would Shizuo stay? Am I stupid for thinking he actually cared? Well I don't care!
Before I know it I find myself falling back asleep on the couch. I'm just so tired, but I don't want to go to sleep. I hate it so much. I can normally never sleep, so why now?
Shizuo POV
As I walk into Izaya's apartment I find him sleeping on the couch.
I walk past him with some ingredients for soup. I didn't have anything yesterday so I'm hungry. I imagine Izaya is too.
Just as I finish making food and put it on the table Izaya begins to wake up.
" so what made you switch the bed out for the couch?" I ask sarcastically. I want to lighten the mood. I want him to feel comfortable around me.
Izaya sighs and then replies " what are you still doing here Shizuo? D-didn't I tell you to leave last night" He sounds very tired.
" I need to make sure your okay before I leave" I reply. I really do care if he's okay.
" well... I'm fine so you can go" he says sitting up.
" not without food your not, come eat with me, I made soup" I say, I hope he'll come over here without having to drag him.
He froze for a minute before speaking again. " f-food?" He asked nervously.
" yeah, you didn't have anything here so I went out and bought you some"
Izaya looked at me for a second confused, before saying " why would you buy me food?"
" have you seen how skinny you are flea?, I can literally feel your ribs " He looked down at the floor.
" Shizuo I'm not that skinny" he says looking down at himself.
" Izaya please eat " I say. He can tell I'm being serious. He looks down at the floor.
" I-I'll have it l-later, I'm not that hungry" Izaya says before getting off the couch and walking over to the door.
How did I know he was going to do this. I walk over to him and grab his hand and drag him to the table.
" h-hey!" He says as I forcefully seat him.
" you're eating something before either of us leave" I say sternly. This is going to be harder than I thought.
A/n thank you so much for reading really does mean a lot to me! I'm going though some of the chapters for mistakes and dodgy spelling and stuff! I know that Izaya out of character but yeah.
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I Don't Need Your Help - shizaya (completed)
FanfictionWhen Izaya falls into a depression, and feels like it's all over, will Shizuo be able to help him? Warning: Self harm, could trigger some people