I Don't Need Your Help - shizaya (completed)

Chapter 27 ( end?)

Shizuos POV

" Izaya seems to be getting worse" I tell Shinra.

" I can tell.." he replies

"Last nights breakdown was bad but I think worse is coming" I tell him.

" we could up his doses but I honestly think it won't do that much".

" what can I do? I want to help him so badly"

" there's nothing you can do, just be there for him."

Timeskip
Izaya's pov

Me and Shizuo get to my apartment.
I put my stuff down and sit on the sofa.

I lie down and look at the floor.
" what's wrong?" Shizuo asks. I look over to him, I don't know whether to tell him or not,

" Shizuo, are you with me because you feel sorry for me?" I ask him.

He looks at me shocked and hurt. "Izaya, of course not, I love you" he says walking over to me and kneeling down to the sofa.

" Why would you think that?" He asks me. I can already feel tears rolling down my cheeks.

" ah- Izaya you're crying!" He says sitting me up. " what's wrong, really?" He asks.

"Shizuo, I'm useless! Why would you even waste your time with me?!" I ask him.

He hugs me. " your not useless Izaya! I'd rather spend my time here with you than anywhere else!" I hug him back and cry into his shoulder.

Shizuo runs his hand through my hair and rubs my back. " shh shh it's okay, your okay" he says. I slowly start to calm down and stop crying.

" S-Shizuo?" I ask.

" yeah?"

" I think my depression is getting worse"

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A/n so you're gonna kill me....this is the last chapter.