I Don't Need Your Help - shizaya (completed)

Chapter 22

A/n just wanted to say I know that things like anti depressants take like 6 weeks to work, but for the purpose of the story I changed it okay! It's not meant to cause offence to anyone.

Shizuo POV

I wake up the next morning next to Izaya. He's put a bit of weight on so it's harder to see his ribs but you can still see them. I'm proud that he's making an effort.

I look down at his neck where I can still see hickeys. Oh god haha!

I get up and put a shirt on before heading down stairs to make food.

Just as I finish up some toast and eggs I hear Izaya.  " Shizuo look at what you did!" He's pointing toward his stomach and chest, he must have been getting changed because he has his jeans on but no shirt. The ones on his neck aren't as noticeable as the ones lower down on his stomach and v-line.

I giggle, he's so cute when he's angry.

" they suit you" I say in between giggles. 

" I'll get you back" he says heading back upstairs to get a shirt on.

When he comes back down we eat breakfast and go to watch tv. 

He manages to eat all of it, without feeling sick, I think he's getting better, but I thought that last time and then he cut. he seems happier but I better ask just in case.

" Izaya"
"Yeah?"
" are you happy? be honest"

Izaya looks up at me and smiles, not a smirk or a grin, a genuine smile. " of course I'm happy Shizuo I have you". I hug him and wrap my arms around his waist he wraps his arms around my neck and kisses me.

There's a knock at the door and Izaya jumps. I get up and answer it.

" hi Shizuo is Izaya her-" he looks over at Izaya and sees the obvious hickeys on his neck. He looks back and forth at us  with a huge smile on his face.

" you two had fun then". He says. I realise what he means and blush.

Izaya gets up of the sofa and punches  Shinra in the shoulder.

He smiles "shut up shinra" he says

" well are you two together or what?!" He says in a fanboy way.

"Well kinda.." I say and before I know it Shinra is fanboying like crazy, geez calm down.

"Anyway I came to drop off Izaya's medication" he hands a bag of tablets to me.

"You must have been out of them for a while since I only gave you a week worth" he says, " take care you two!" He says and leaves.

What does he mean out of them? Hasn't he been taking tablets the whole month? I haven't seen him taking any, but he's been so happy the last week or so I just assumed he had been.

I close the door and look at Izaya who's gone back to sit on the sofa.

" what does he mean you've been out of them for a while?"I ask impatiently.

Izaya starts to play with his sleeves.
"W-well you see S-Shizuo... I k-kinda ran out of tablets about three weeks ago, b-but I don't need them, I'm fine"
He says.
I walk over to him and sit down next to him. " why didn't you tell me?" I ask.

" I felt happier so I didn't see the need to get anymore..."

" Izaya the reason you feel happier isbecause you took the tablets. You get the after affects, you need to tell me when you need more of them!"

" I was going to tell you when I felt sad again.. I-I just didn't expect him too come to the apartment..."