I Don't Need Your Help - shizaya (completed)

Chapter 4

A/n so this is going to continuing the rest of the first part of the first chapter. If you think I should change anything or even if you just like it comment to let me know! Just for the record I don't think that all shizaya things have to have a depressed Izaya or anything like that, but I think it just fits my story. Enjoy!

Izaya's POV

I'm just running, I'm gonna go to my apartment and lock the door. God. Why is he still following me?! Go away already! Can't you tell I don't want you to follow me Shizuo ?!

Why did he have to come here, of all places. I'm not strong enough right now, my head is still spinning and I cant even find my switchblade, I'm so hungry.

I mean, I haven't eaten for about a week. I haven't even got changed since yesterday,

and my shirts sleeves are stained red . It's lucky I wear grey and black it's less noticeable that way.

I should never had gone for a walk.

I get into my apartment, but before I can even close the door, its barged back open by Shizuo, making me stumble back a bit. I run into the kitchen as fast as can and reach for a knife.

As I turn around Shizuo in directly behind me. He grabs my wrist with the knife in and slams it against the wall making whimper.

the knife falls the the floor and goes under one of the cabinets.

then he grabs my other wrist slamming that against the wall too. That hurts even more because of the cuts. Great now I can't move!

O struggle against his grip. I look up at him. He looks worried and angry,but I doubt he's worried.  

I have no control over this situation, he's got me pinned to the wall. And I haven't got anymore energy left to fight back.

" Shizuo what are you doing here get out ". No answer, I can feel myself breaking.

" please Shizuo, just leave please??" I say on the verge of tears.

Shizuo POV

" no, not until you tell me what's the hell going on?! Why are you bleeding? Did someone hurt you?" I asked trying to be as calm as I could.

" S-Shizuo no one... n-no one  h-hurt me, please.. please leave, l-let go" Izaya whimpered.

I ignore his requests, is obvious that he needs help. He's not like himself at all.

" why are you bleeding if no one hurt you?!" I shout, I'm finding it hard to keep calm.

Izaya just looked down at the floor. He didn't want to answer.

" I'll guess I'm going to have to find out for myself then " I said as I pin him by his chest to the wall so I could get to his wrist.

His eyes widened on horror. Tears started to spill from his eyes as he shook his head violently.

" NO NO NO!!no Please..  don't- don't look Please-PLEASE!!" He started to shake again.

" Izaya I have to, I can't help you otherwise!" I said sternly. Izaya's totally freaking  out, I'm surprised he even has enough energy to even move his arms with how skinny and tired he looks.

He doesn't have his jacket on so I start to roll up his sleeve. I'm horrified by what I'm seeing.

" NO! NO STOP!-ST-STOP PLEASE SHIZUO!!" Izaya's frantic, theres so much blood. So many cuts. They're so deep I'm surprised he hasn't cut his arm off. I don't even know how he hasn't cut his artery.

I'm so shocked I let go of him. He falls to the floor, in tears. " WHY?! Why did you do that?! I TOLD YOU TO STOP! TO LET GO!! TO LEAVE!!!" He screamed at me.

" why didn't you... w-why can't you-" he must of reached his limit. He collapses at my feet.

I kneel down to help him but he's out cold. I look up, and see the couch, so I pick him up and Put him on it.

I look around . This place is a mess! Is that.. is that even more blood?! I think to myself looking at the entrance to the bathroom.

I don't like this. I don't like this at all. What the hell has that flea done? Did he do this to himself?