I Don't Need Your Help - shizaya (completed)

Chapter 26

Finally some happy stuff yay! I don't know how I'm going to end this book yet. Sorry his is short I've been really in motivated lately so there will be slow updates. Sorry for grammar and spelling mistakes.

Izaya POV

I wake up the next morning to find myself still in Shizuos arms. I look over at the clock, it's 9am, I should probably get up now.

I move about trying to get free. Shizuo holds on tighter, " stop moving, I'm tired" he says without opening his eyes.

I carry on moving but Shizuo holds on even tighter totally restricting my top half, he then throws on of his leg over both of mine restraining me and stopping me from moving  my bottom half.

" Shizu-chan let go your crushing me and you're heavy" I say hoping he'll listen.

He loosens his grip a bit but refuses to move his leg." Now go back to sleep so I can do the same" he says. Shizuo isn't a morning person and I'll be here all day if I listen to him!

"Shizu-chan moooove" I complain. He grumbles and holds on tighter.

" nope" he says. I sigh and manage to turn my body so that we're chest to chest.

" Shizu-chan.." I say.
" whaaat.." he sighs, opening one eye to look at me.

I kiss him on the nose and look at him. " I love you " I say. Shizuo blushes and opens both eyes.
" I love you too" he says kissing my forehead.

" what do you want to do today?" I ask him, " well we have some time until your  check up with Shinra, we could watch a film" he suggests.

" sounds good" I say. " can we get up now then?" I ask hopefully.

" no" he says hugging me again. I love him so much, he's been really good with me, I don't know what I'd do without him.

I soon enough fall back asleep too.

Timeskip

I get up after convincing Shizuo to let me go and I put a film on. He sits on the sofa and I lay down with my head on his lap.

He strokes my hair as we watch the film, I almost fall asleep again, it's nice.

" we have to get ready for your appointment now" oh yeah, that thing...

" can we skip it?" I ask him
" no? Why do you want to skip it?" He asks.
" just not in the mood" I say.

We go and get dressed, as I take my shirt off I look down at my arm. It's still bandaged up, I guess Shinras gonna have questions.

I grab a clean shirt and put that one on. Then I grab my coat and we make our way to Shinras.

Timeskip

Izaya's pov

We knock on the door and wait, my nerves are getting the better of me.

I feel Shizuo wrap his arm around me. " you have nothing to worry about, okay?" He says happily. I smile at him.

Shinra opens the door and lets us in.
We sit on the sofa and wait. " hi guys, how are you two?" He asks.

" good" Shizuo replies.
" so are you two a thing now?!" He asks.

" Shinra!" I shout, he giggles.
" sorry, I just think that this should have happened sooner, maybe you could have started out like this" he says.

Maybe if Shizuo would have give me a chance I would...

We walk over to he examination room and step inside Shizuo stands leaning against the doorway.

" okay then let's start with the basic questions" Shinra says. He asks me the usual questions, like how are you, are you taking your meds, the regular stuff.

" did you bandage his arm Shizuo?" Shinra asks Shizuo. Shizuo looks over to him and nods.

We walk out into his kitchen as Celty and

"Okay I think we're done here, any questions?" Shinra asks.

"Actually I have one" Shizuo interjects.

" what is it?" Shinra asks.

" can I talk to you outside for a minute?" He asks Shinra.

" uh...yeah okay, stay there izaya". They step out side, I  sit there silently, o haven't told them, but my depression has been getting worse.

I dont feel like myself, I just want to curl up in bed and sleep forever. I've even made Shizuo sad, and after what happened last night too.

I don't know why he's still with me, why does he still care? Does he even care? Maybe he feels like he needs to be here, because it's what he thinks is right.