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Izayas POV
When I woke up I could see Shizuo asleep next to me on the sofa. I look around and spot the bag of tablets.so I take the bag of tablets Shinra gave me and walk into the kitchen, and put them onto a cupboard.
"What are they for?"
I jumped. It was Shizuo. when did he get to the kitchen? when did he even wake up?
" I-I don't really want you to know"say back to him closing the cupboard door.
" Shinra told me you have to tell me, he wants me to be able to check with you to see if I'm taking them".
Shit." so what are they for?" He asked again. Walking closer to me.
I back up a bit into the counter. " um... do I really have to tell you?" I ask.
He comes closer to me and put his hands either side of me on the counter, I can't move now.
" yes, Izaya I need to make sure you take them, I meant what I said. I care about you" he says. I'm shocked, so he did mean it,
"Well..... ones for vitamins and minerals,..... the second ones for sleep" I say moving his hand.
I'm about to leave the kitchen grabs onto my hand pulling me back over to him. " that's only two, what's the third one for?"
" well um... the third is for... um" I stutter.
" you can talk to me Izaya, I'm not going to tell anyone else" he comforts me. Running his hands through my hair.
" well.... the third is for........
depression, Shinra thinks I have it" I say nervously." I can help you, please just talk to me?" He says to me leaning closer to me.
But you don't understand, I don't need your help.
A light blush crept up on my cheeks.
" t-thanks Shizuo"We walked over to the table and sat down.
" so why can't you sleep? Shinra says you have to double the strength of the prescription" Shizuo says concerned.
"Well um, I-I get some bad nightmares sometimes so I don't want to sleep" I say looking down at the floor.
Shizuo holds my chin and lifts my head up so our eyes meet.
" what if I sleep with you tonight? that way if you have a nightmare I can wake you up" he asks.
It would help me sleep, and that's all I want to do at the moment.
" um... o-okay then" I agree
Shizuo gets up and gets two sleeping tablets out of the bag in the cupboard, and a glass of water.
"Take these and then get changed, we'll go to bed then" I take my tablets and go to my room to get changed.
Shizuo pov
Izaya goes upstairs to get changed, I go to the bathroom and change. I walk up to his bedroom and knock the door.
" you done?" I ask. Izaya opens the door to his room.
" yeah come in" he says.I walk in and we both get under the covers, it's warm compared to the room.
Izaya turns his back to face me and lies on his side,
Izaya's pov
I lie on my side to keep warm. " you okay? you seem kind of tense" I hear Shizuo say.
" y-yeah I'm fine" I say, I feel scared of sleeping. I hate nightmares.
Before I know it Shizuo arm is around my waist and stomach bringing me closer to him so that my back is against his chest.
"Just relax, I promise I'll wake you up if you have a nightmare" he says.
I un-tense my muscles and relax against him, he runs his fingers through my hair to sooth me.
Before I know it I'm asleep.
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I Don't Need Your Help - shizaya (completed)
FanfictionWhen Izaya falls into a depression, and feels like it's all over, will Shizuo be able to help him? Warning: Self harm, could trigger some people