I Don't Need Your Help - shizaya (completed)

Chapter 15

Izaya's pov

As I wake up I glance up at the clock, 9:36am. Does that mean I slept a whole night?

" morning" I hear a voice by my side say, it's Shizuo. He still has his arm around me.

"M-morning " I say turning to look at him. He looks kinda cute actually dare I say.

I go to get up but Shizuo puts his arms either side of me, his knees either side of my hips. He's on all fours on top of me hovering there.

"Izaya I need you to promise me something" he says seriously.

" w-what I-is it?" I ask, I'm intimidated by the fact he's on top of me,giving me no power over the situation, guess I'm not getting out of this.

" can you please eat?" He asks. I don't like the thought of eating, I hate putting weight on.

"Izaya." He says looking at me.

"Y-yeah"

I say, he lets go of my wrist and sits me up. Pulling up both of my sleeves. I gasp.  He starts looking at the broken wrist.

" god, I'm sorry Izaya, really, I didn't mean to break your wrist" he says.

" Shinra said it was only a s-small fracture so don't worry, I'm fine really!" I say with a fake smile. I feel really depressed this morning.

" you don't need to pretend to smile for me" he looks at my other arm, I go to pull down my sleeve but Shizuo stops me. I feel like im on show.

"Please talk to me next time, I swear I'll listen" he says looking down at the cuts on my arm.

I turn my face away and nod.

Shizuo gets up" I'm going to make breakfast and get changed. Shinra gave me a copy of your meal plan so I'll use that" he said leaving my room.

I look down at myself, god I'm such a pathetic mess. I have to rely on other people just to get me through the day! GOD!! IM SO USELESS!
I hold my head trying to calm myself down, then I see something shiny in the corner of my eye.

It's my pocket knife. I slowly walk over to it closing the door to my bedroom.

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I think I'll go get changed. I pick out my usual outfit and go downstairs.

Shizuo POV

I finish making breakfast and put it on the table. It only took a couple of minutes to make. I see Izaya walk down the stairs, he looks so much more depressed than he did this morning.

" hey foods done!" I shout to him trying to lighten the mood. He walks into the kitchen.

"Here's your food" I say putting it on the table in front of him. I sit down across the table from him, and start eating.

Izaya looks at his food for a minute before eating it. He eats about half of it then pushes it away.

" done already?" I ask him.
" if I eat anymore I'll be sick" Izaya claims.

"It's only cereal Izaya, can't you eat a bit more?" it would be nice to see him eat a whole meal for once.

" but if I'm sick it wouldn't be worth me eating at all" he says seriously .

" do you feel sick?" I ask.

"No"

"Then you can still eat"

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Izaya finishes his food and puts the bowl in the sink along with mine.

Oh yeah tablets!   " izaya tablets?" I remind him.

Izaya grudgingly took his tablets and walked towards the stairs.

" where are you going?" I ask him.

"I'm going back to bed" he says