I Don't Need Your Help - shizaya (completed)

Chapter 8

A/n I've split this chapter in half so it's two separate chapters otherwise it would be super long! I know the characters, especially Izaya are a bit Out of character but I hope you still like it! Sorry if this story is a bit slow paced.

Shizuo POV

I took a seat opposite Izaya and wait for him to start eating.

He's just sitting there looking down at the floor, playing with his hands.

" is there something wrong?" I ask him. He lifts his gaze from the floor to me. " n-no" he says then looking down at the floor again, and going back to playing with his hands.

" so why won't you eat?" I ask. I'm a bit mad.
" I'm not hungry" he replies .

" Izaya I can see your ribs, that's not even exaggerating! And you insist your not hungry?!"
I say angrily. I sigh and then get up, walking over to him.

" Izaya, when was the last time you ate?" I ask impatiently. Putting my hands on the table in front of him. Leaning against it.

He looks off the the side a bit. But is still looking down at the floor. Why is he trying to avoid me?! I'm only trying to help him god!

" I- I ate yesterday..." he said trying to sound convincing. He's definitely lying!

"That's bullshit!" I bang the table making him flinch.  I'm so mad at him but at myself too! I didn't mean to be so loud but he's being childish. I'm starting to get mad! I just want him to answer the question is not hard dammit!!

It's obvious he's lying! He's so skinny! Can't he see I'm trying to help! Why can't he just be honest! He's really winding me up!
"S-Shizuo calm down!"  he says putting his hands up to calm me.

But all I see is red.

" HOW?! HOW CAN YOU JUST LIE TO MY FACE LIKE THAT?!!" I shout at him I'm so mad!

" Shizuo please! Just calm down! I'll tell you the truth okay!" He shouts.

"JUST ANSWER THE FUCKING QUESTION HONESTLY FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE!" I shout grabbing his wrist and pulling him up.

As I grab his wrist he yelps. And tugs his wrist out of my grasp. He falls to the floor. I forget how strong I am sometimes.

as I look down at his wrist, where I grabbed is already starting to bruise. I forget how fragile people are when there that skinny. I realise what I've just done, I've really hurt him!
" Izaya.."
"Shit, I'm sorry. Come here let me see" I say as I reach out for his arm.

He stands up and quickly backs away from me. I start to walk towards him. " Izaya come here"

"N-no! Go away don't come any closer" he says backing into the corner.  And I was just on good terms with him too dammit!

He pulls down his sleeve to look at his wrist. He turns to the side slightly. Not wanting me to see it.
But I can still see. I stop walking.

" Izaya, I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to hurt you please let me see, I might have.... sigh I might have broken your wrist" I say.

It looks really bad. This whole situation is just really bad.