I Don't Need Your Help - shizaya (completed)

Chapter 24 ✔️

A/n this one god kinda fast so yeah just saying. Tha last one did too. I'm writing a new shizaya story called bodyguard, I might change the title, go check it out😜

Shizuo POV

"GET AWAY FROM ME!" He shouts at me holding the knife out with one hand and holding his head with the other.

" Izaya please put the knife down, you're scaring me!" I say. I don't know what's wrong with him he's acting crazy!

"SHUT UP! STOP TALKING! STOP LYING TO ME!"

I start to move closer to him slowly. "Izaya calm down and tell me what's wrong" I say.

He starts to back up noticing that I'm getting closer to him.

"D-don't move!S-stop! D-don't come any closer!"he backs up against the wall and holds the knife near his chest in a protective manner.

In one swift move I grab the knife out of his hands and throw its across the room.

"N-no! give it ba-" I cut him off as I grab his wrist pulling him over  to me and pinning him against my chest.

I pull him down to the ground, keeping him pinned there so he can't get away.

He struggles against me shouting for me to let him go, but I have no intention of doing that. I have no problem keeping him there since I have a lot of strength and he has none.

He wears himself out after a couple of minutes until he just sits there crying in my arms. I loosen my grip and hug him gently.

" why? Why do you care so much?" He asks still sobbing.

" because I love you" I say hugging him. I need him to calm down a bit so he doesn't have another panic attack. Two in one day can't be a good thing.

" how? How can you love someone as horrible and as ugly as me?!" He shouts.

I look into his crimson eyes, tears flowing freely down his cheeks.

" Izaya your beautiful, and kind and caring, you just don't show it that often, you need some faith in yourself" I say, he need to believe what I tell him. It might be cheesy but he needs to believe in himself.

Izaya's tears stop as he wipes them away. He looks really tired, he's used so much energy today.

"O-okay... I'll try" he says looking down at his lap.

"I-I'm tired" he says as he yawns. He still looks upset but seems comforted by my words .

" but we haven't had dinner yet, I'll make something, let's sit at the table" I say lifting him to his feet.

" B-but I'm not hungry" he tells me. I look ok over to him and sigh, seating him at the table.

" you don't have to have much, you just need to get some of your energy back, is noodles okay?" I ask happily, trying to cheer him up a bit.

"Y-yeah okay then" he says quitely. I make us some noodles and sit down, handing Izaya his plate.

He twirls the fork in between the noodles playing with them.
"S-Shizuo I-I'm really not hungry.." he says looking down at his food.

" Izaya you need to eat something" I tell him.

" I-I know I'm just really tired" he says, sounds like an excuse but then again he does look super tired, so am I to be honest.

"Fine but I'll have to warm these up tomorrow for us okay?"

"O-okay"

Timeskip to bedtime I guess?

I lie down next to Izaya and close my eyes. " S-Shizuo?"

"Yeah?" I say looking over to him.

"I-I'm sorry about today, I didn't mean for it to get so out of hand and stress you out and-"

" Izaya it's okay, you just need to talk and be more open with me about that type of stuff okay?"

"Okay"