I Don't Need Your Help - shizaya (completed)

Chapter 20

A/n this ones a little fast, also do you guys want fluff? Comment and let me know!

Shizuo POV

" do you think I'm too skinny?" I think for a while.

What do I even say to him, I don't want to upset him, but I have to tell the truth.

" Izaya... your really skinny....you hardly ever eat and-" I'm cut of by Izaya.

"You think I am don't you? WHY?!Why does everyone think that? Shinra won't stop bugging me about it, i am not too skinny! And I hate it. I hate it! I HATE IT!"

Izaya sits down on the floor and brings his knees to his chest. And starts to cry.

" it's okay I can help you" I say.

" let's start with those cuts okay, I need to see them first" I say calmly.

We go into his bedroom. Izaya sits on the bed, still upset.

" can you show me then" I say in a calm voice.

Izaya thinks for a moment,

" I g-guess so, you won't judge me will you?" I sit next to him.

" Izaya I wouldn't never judge you for something like this"

He looks down as if he's thinking. He pulls his waistband down a bit revealing a bit of his v- line. Then he looks to the side to avoid my eyes.

These where deep, they went from underneath his belly button down his hips, I can't see lower than that but I can tell they go down further.

" where do they stop?" I ask him. He doesn't want answer.

" Izaya? Where do they stop?"I ask a bit more seriously.

He looks down at his legs.

" they stop at my hips" he lies.

" Izaya please you can tell me the truth" I say calmly, rubbing circles into the palm of his hand.

".....my thighs..."he says looking down at the floor, he looks like he's ashamed of himself.

" hey, don't be upset I'm here you can talk to me" .

" Shizuo nobody cares about me, you say you do but I know you don't" he starts to cry again.

" nobody could ever care about me" he bursts into tears. I hug him as he slowly stops crying.

" Izaya I do care about you, I care about you a whole lot, My god! I love you! Why can't you see that!I'm here of my own free will, nobody's forcing me to stay, I want to be here with you" I really mean it, I do care about him and love him.

" y-you... love me?" He asks. I blush from embarrassment and nod.

We hug and then lie down, I wrap my arms around Izaya.

" well.... I love you too Shizuo"

We stare at each other for a while taking in what we just said, until I couldn't  stand it anymore.

" Izaya... I know this might be sudden,.. but what do you think about maybe, well uh you know....  being my boyfriend?- you don't have to! It's just a thought!" I manage to get out. He blushes madly before blushing a lot.

" I would love that Shizu-chan" we stay and talk for hours until I fall asleep.

Timeskip

Shizuo pov

I wake up next to Izaya. He said he would be my boyfriend last night, and I'm so happy.

I feel lucky to be able to have him in my arms.

He's not wearing a shirt, so I can see his ribs and I can still see all of his cuts.

I'll have to bandage those up later. I feel so bad for him. Why did this have to happen to him? of all people.

I look down at the scars on his wrists. There's so many, covering both arms.

I pick up one of his wrists and inspect it. I can easily put my whole hand around it.

I kiss his wrist and then put it back by his side.

Just then Izaya wakes up and looks up at me. He blushes.

"good morning" he says rubbing his eyes. He looks so cute.

"M-morning" I reply, Izaya giggles.

"W-what are you laughing about?" I say still blushing.

" it's not like you to stutter Shizu-chan" he says giggling. He turns his body around so that we're chest to chest.

"Izaya you must be cold, put a shirt on!" I say trying not to blush,

He cuddles into the pillow. " I would but my shirt is in the bathroom" he whines .

I take off my shirt and hand it to him.
"here"

Izaya's pov

Before I know it, Shizuo takes off his t-shirt and hands it to me.

He's got a very hot body, he has muscles and even a six pack, that would make sense considering that is his job to be strong. I feel my face get even hotter.

I must be as red as a tomato right now! Seeing my Shizu-chan without a shirt on!