I Don't Need Your Help - shizaya (completed)

Chapter 17

A/n if you have any ideas write them in the comments, I haven't ran out just open to fresh ideas

Shizuo pov

I don't answer, I pick him up and take him upstairs to his bedroom. I lay him down next to me.

He's still shaking and crying , and it's quite cold so we get under the covers.

I put my arms around him and pull him close. I can tell he's relaxed after a while and I can see he's not shaking and crying anymore.

I carefully lay him on his back, and run my hands through his hair to calm him further.
Once he's completely calm down I ask him.
" Izaya?" I ask softly.
" y-yeah?" He replies.
" do you mind if I take your shirt off so I can see them please? I need to check if your okay" I say still stroking his hair.

He freezes for a moment before relaxing again. " well...sigh.. o-okay then.." he says. I'm happy he's letting me.

I hold the bottom of his shirt and start to pull it up. He turns his head away and closes his eyes.

I take off his shirt to assess the damage. The cuts go from the bottom of his stomach to the top of his chest.

Only some of them are deep. "What did you use to make these?" I ask.

He sighs and reaches down the side of his bed.
He pulls out a pocket knife, he flips it open and holds me the handle, him holding the blade.It looks way sharper than he's switchblade.

I reach for the handle and take it off him. " I'm going to keep this safe for you okay?" I say.

It's dangerous for him to keep blades, not to mention knifes!

I take it and put it on the table next to me.
" when we're being honest do you have anything else your not supposed to have, like more blades or stuff Shinra asks you to keep away from? I won't throw them out, I'll just keep them safe till your better" I ask his both of us sitting up.

" well... I guess thes no hiding it from you is there?" He asks hopelessly. Izaya gets up and walks over to his drawer set.

He pulls out a set of blades and puts them on the bed before sitting down next to them.

"I don't use these often but of if I don't have my knifes I might" he says looking at the floor.

I take the blade set and put them next to the knife.

"Anything else?"I ask. I know he's still hiding something.

"N-no" he says nervously.

"Izaya please tell me, I'm trying to help you here" I say stroking his hand to comfort him.

He sighs and pulls out a small box from under his bed. He opens it and pulls out a bottle of pills.

" S-Shinra doesn't know I've been taking these so p-please don't tell him" he says nervously handing me the bottle. I read the label.

Dieting and weight loss pills.