I Don't Need Your Help - shizaya (completed)

Chapter 16

Shizuo pov

"Wait don't go back to bed!" I shout.

"Why not" he asks. I don't have an answer for him, I have to think.

" stay with me, come on let's watch tv" I say and drag him onto the sofa.

" Shizuo there's no point in me even being awake" he says as I force him to take a seat. I feel bad for him.

He lies down and puts his head on my lap as we watch tv. I find it cute.

After a while I decide to ask him about it.
" what's wrong Izaya?...you seem depressed and upset, you didn't even want to eat this morning" I wait for his reply.

He tenses up and sits up, moving to the opposite side of the sofa.

" N-nothing Shizuo really I-I'm fine" he stutters. Obviously he's not, he wouldn't have moved away from me otherwise.

I look at his to see that a bit of his shirt lifted up when he moved to expose a bit of his stomach. I'm shocked to see fresh cuts.

I move quickly over to him. I pin him down by his chest and get on top of him. My one hand holding him down by his chest and the other about to lift up his shirt.

"H-h-hey what are you-!" I cut him off
" Izaya what are those" I ask with a serious tone, pointing to his stomach.

He lifts his hands up to cover his face. " I-I'm sorry S-Shizuo, please don't look!" He says as he starts to cry. Lifting he's knees up slightly as he tenses.

I let go of his shirt and lift him up, hugging him.

"Izaya it's okay, please just tell me how it happened" I say softly.

He calms down a bit but is still shaking and still has tears coming from his eyes.

" Y-you won't look at them will you?" He asks on a shaky voice, hoping the answer is no.