I Smile | Day6

039

I'm leaving...

Not because I want to. I don't want to leave. But this is life. It changes from time to time.

I don't know what to do for the rest of the days...

Should I go around Korea some more? Should I say good bye to them?

Maybe I should. Because I can't just leave without saying goodbye, right?

Nina sighed as she eats another piece of her pancakes.

I'm thinking a bit too much.

Lizzy: I think youre thinking about it too much.

I'm talking to Lizzy through the phone because she's outside on an errand.

Nina: Lizzy, will you be confused if you have 5 guys talking to you?

Lizzy: I will be. But it really depends if you accept it nicely.

Nina: What do you mean?

Lizzy: I mean, you are talking to 5 guys. Not a lot of people will accept that because people might think its something else.

Nina: So. It means that people can find me weird?

Lizzy: Yes. Its really obvious that the guys kinda like you. I read the messages, and it seems like they really do.

Nina: That's impossible, Liz. How would the whole group like me?

Lizzy: Its because you don't specify who you want to talk to. You don't focus on one person and then the others follow.

Nina: Won't they get hurt if I do that?

Lizzy: They won't if you didn't entertain them in the beginning.

Lizzy: they will if you tell them that they're having false hopes...

Lizzy: even I'm shocked with what's happening to you right now

Nina: what do you suggest me to do?

Lizzy: I suggested you to make up your mind

Nina: do you mean... choose between them?!

Lizzy: that's EXACTLY what I mean

Lizzy: choose wisely...

Nina: I... don't know...

Lizzy: that's why you need to make up your mind

Lizzy: do it before its too late!

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Nina sighed once again.

She just told me to make a choice. But there's one problem...

How would I say it to them without hurting them?

Dowoon knows I'm talking to all of them. He's a pretty smart person.

But they don't. And this makes it harder. I should have listened to Lizzy in the beginning.

She said its dangerous to get engaged with this kind of talking, and she's right. It is hard because they are practically my best friends even though its only been 2 months.

I don't know what to say.

I should make my mind first.

Nina went to her room and opened the window. She breathed in and out as she looks at the messages with them.

I need to vent it out.

Nina: hi oppa, can we meet up?

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