Turning Point

Chapter 4 - A Moody Day

-Chapter 4-

I sighed as I walked to my locker. It was once of those days where you just wake up all depressed for no reason. You just dont feel like being happy.

Okay, maybe I caught Cameron and Cassandra talking privately at one corner. They were probably making out now. Actually, why do I care?

I mean, we broke up a few months ago but my feelings for him still stayed with me. The frustrating part of it is that why did I still like him when he was dating my best friend?

I just couldnt stop thinking of them as I dragged my feet to class. Why did they do that to me?

The teacher came in and started teaching but I couldnt concentrate.

My mind was replaying those moments Cameron and I shared when we were dating, a traitor tear unconsciously rolled down my cheeks.

"Hey, you okay?" someone beside me asked.

Instead of replying him, I turned the other direction.

"Nessa?"

"Leave me alone." I mumbled, still not wanting to look at him.

"Why are you upset?"

"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" I shouted at him this time and he did a double take.

"Is there a problem here?" the teacher turned around to see what happen from writing something on the board.

I opened mouth to speak but no words came out. What was I suppose to say? My exboyfriend was asking about why I was crying when I was crying about him?

"I'm sorry. This is my fault. I just wanted to annoy her." Cameron explained.

"Just dont let this happen again." The teacher frowned and continued her class.

I just stared blankly in space as I felt Cameron gazing at me. I could see him watching my every move from the corner of my eye.

Once the bell had rung, I left the class, ignoring Cameron calling me. I just couldnt take it anymore. Seeing him everyday in school was not helping me get over.

Maybe I could ask mom to move house. I would love to move to England.

"Vanessa! Please!" Cameron sadly caught up to me. I sighed as he stood in front of me, trying to block my way.

"What do you want, Cameron?" I huffed.

"I want you."

"What?"

"I want you to forgive me. I want you to be my friend again. I want you to hang out with me." he said all in one breath.

"I cant do any of the above." I muttered.

"Why? You are not a person who hold grudges, you easily forgive people, why cant you do the same for me?"

"Because you broke my heart. You cheated on me with my best friend! I mean, who does that? That doesnt deserve any kind of forgiveness. Besides, you are with her anyway. Go be with her!" My tone raised, I wanted to yell at him so badly but I couldnt. I just couldnt.

"You dont get it! I-I-" he stuttered. "I'm sorry."

"Why dont you do me a favour and stay away from me!" I ordered.

"I want you. I want you to be like old times." he continued pestering me.

"Just leave me alone."

"I dont want to." he said. Part of me wanted to forgive him and run back into his arms, forget about everything that had happened between us but I wasnt going to do that. He was dating Cassandra, I would be doing the same thing she did to me and besides, I can be perfectly fine being single and without him. I didnt need him.