The Way I Loved You

Chapter 8: Deciding Time!

Emilia's POV

I drove to the dance studio where I have going for the past god knows how long rehersing and learning dace routines for my final charity concert in Chicago before flying back to England.

"C'mon we have to get this right. You have less then four days amd you've got to nail this. You're gonna make Emilia look like a doofus infront of her fans." Natasha our choreographer said sternly to the group as I walked in "Right from the top!" Natasha ordered I stood in the mifdle of the dancers ready to start.

Hour by hour went by and eventually we all got the hang of every routine and we could possibly dance longer but for now we went home. I sighed parking my Viper outside Starbucks ordering an iced coffee. As I waited a few fans spotted me.

"Can we have a photo?" I smiled running a hand through my slightly sweaty hair

"Sorry if I smell; I've been dancing for hours." I stated holding the girls' phone holding it up so we all fitted in and took a groupie

"Thank you" And they rab off the lady who took my order smiled holding my drink in her hand

"Sorry about that" I apologised taking my drink from her

"Its okay. We get plently of celebrities getting noticed in here" The girl said I nodded sipping my drink

"Thank you. Bye" I waved going back to my car. I drove to my hotel where Jamie and my friends were sat infront of my laptop

"What's up?" I asked putting my bag on the sofa joining my friends- and manager.

"Why have you been buying your own Merch and a ticket for your final charity concert?" Jamie asked showing me the screen of the laptop

"I haven't! Why would I buy a ticket if I'm the one onstage?" I said confused

"Well clearly you have because it says so here!" Sam muttered pointing at the screen

"Thats not my writing but I know who's it is" I said looking at the very familiar writing "I'm going for a shower. Then I will sort this out" I said grabbing my bag going to my room

Kai's POV

There were three knocks at my door I sighed opening it my eyes connecting with a pair of green ones

"Can I come in?" Emilia asked I nodded stepping aside. My god I forgot how stunning she is "What have you done?" Emilia gasped at my shithole of a house

"Oh you know.. A bomb hit it" I said casually remembering the times Em shouted at me for my mess

"You're very funny" Em said sarcastically putting the dishwasher on. I stood watching Emilia zig-zag through the empty beer cans and dirty clothes picking and tidying things up.

"Whats the real reason you're here?" I asked Emilia while she put things in the washing machiene

"You've been using my bank details to buy my Merch and a ticket for the final charity concert" Em answered

"I know" I rubbed the back of my neck

"Why?" Emilia asked looking at me I shrugged not wanting to tell her the actual reason why. "Kai James Bailey please tell me why you used my bank details to buy Merchendise off my website" Emilia stood up from ghe floor. Another thing I've forgotten about her is how small she was against me.

"I'm skint alright. I'm bare. I got not money" I told the truth

"In that case." Emilia went to the door "I'm taking you out for a shop" I rolled my eyes grabbing a hoodie shoving it over my head I looked at Emilia who smiled at me and we both left.

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"Why you doing this?" I asked Emilia once we arrived back home I heard her sigh

"You're clearly in a state. Go and take a shower I'll cook us dinner" I rolled my eyes again going to the bathroom. I took a shower and changed into a pair of grey sweats and a red jumper going back downstairs. I slowly went down each step smelling the wonderful food I haven't smelt in years.

"What smells good?" I said making Emilia jumo a little I chuckled slightly

"You'll find out" Emilia said I groaned sitting on the worktop "Arent you gonna shave that ridiculous stubble of yours?" I shook my head smiling "Well you are because I will make you"

"I'd like to see you try" I smirked making Em throw a tea towel at me making us both laugh.

"This food is delish" I said spooning another forkful of chocolate gateau into my mouth

"Well I try" Em said and we ate the rest of the food Emilia had cooked.

"I'll wash up" I said taking Emilia's plate off her putting it in the dishwasher

"What got you into this state?" Em asked sitting on the worktop making me freeze.

"I-I-I feel like something is missing in mt life. Wait. I know something is missing in my life." I stammered Em gave me a sympathetic smile

"You'll find someone even better than Becky. Just trust me" Emilia said those last three wodds slowly making me look down at her "Let's shave that beard" I smiled with a laugh showing Emilia to the bathroom.

"So you found anyone yet?" I questioned Em as she put the gel on my face

"Stay still." Emilia told me as she placed the razor on my cheek "No I havent. Not since you and I" Emilia sighed I looked into her eyes but she quickly turned her attention to her work.

"You and I. That was great" I muttered Emilia dropped her arm finished removing my stubble I stood up looking in the mirror "You do a better job then me" Em's cheeks tinted a light pink- I still have the power to make her blush.

"Kai can I ask you a question?" I nodded looking at Em through the mirror "Did you really mean everything you said at your interview yesterday?" I sighed turning around

"Yeah I did. I meant every word. I miss you Em" Emilia looked at the floor I took a step forwards I cupped her chin I saw her eyes fill up with tears "Dont cry" I whispered

"I miss you Kai" Em muttered I placed my forehead on hers

"I miss you too" I whispered Emilia looked into my eyes "You and I we dont wanna be like them. We can make it til the end. And nothing can come between you and I. Not even the skies above can seperate the two of us. Oh you and I" I sang One Direction's You & I Em smiled going into the living room.

"I'd better get going. I got to get up early tomorrow. I have an interview and more interviews" Emilia grabbed her car keys and handbag

"Oh I was enjoying your company" I frowned

"So was I. I promise I'd see you soon." Emilia pecked my cheek "Goodbye Kai"

"Bye my chocolate gateu" I whispered making Emilia laugh as she went to her viper I watched her go until I couldnt see her lights anymore. Well Kai better get yourself off to bed. I thought locking the door and turned off the lights.

Emilia's POV

I tossed and turned but I just couldn't seem to get to sleep my mind wanted to focus on Kai nothing else. I needed to sleep I have dance very early in the morning and I'm not allowed to be late. I groaned throwing the duvet off me I reached for the lamp on my bedside table Locki noticed jumping on my bed

"Locki no" I whispered tiredly stroking her but she insisted she layed on the bed next to me I rolled my eyes lying back down putting the duvet over us switching off the light. Locki curled up next to me while I tried to get Kai out of my head. All of a sudden he squirmed his way back into my life. But do I really want him in my life or is he just going to play with me again? Somehow he is everywhere I go. That time at the Hollywood sign, or I'd bump into him when I'm taking Locki for a walk. He's trying to do something to me and its hurting. Why is my chest hurting? Is it love Im feeling or is it something else??

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Em xx