The Way I Loved You

Chapter 4: Regrets

Em POV

I hopped off the plane I had to catch entering the American airport. I huddled next to Jamie my eyes focused on the grey concrete and my hood covering my head.

"Everyone okay?" Peter asked once I was in the car I nodded brushing down the invisible dust on my jeans.

Before I knew it I was already at the hotel I was staying at. Noah knocked on the door

"Enter" I sighed

"Hey how are you??" I shrugged

"I dont know" Noah nodded tears streaming down my face

"Its ok Im here" Noah cupped my face wiping away the escaped tears

"Thank you" I coughed up Noah nodded tucking a strand of hair behind my ear looking into my eyes again I stared into Noah's blue ones as his flicked back and forth to my lips I gave him a small smile closing the gap so much our foreheads were touching

"You know im always here for you right?" Noah whispered i nodded not removing my eyes off his I gulped and soon my lips touched Noah's.

It soon kicked in what I just did. Did I really just kiss my best friend? Its a good job my phone went off before it carried on for too long. Noah came back with two coffee's I stayed put on my bed not wanting to move incase I did anything wrong.

"Im sorry this should've never happened" Noah said breaking the long awkward silence

"I know..." I drifted off not knowing what to say my eyes glued to my cup

"Ill be next door if you need me" I nodded as Noah got up and left "Lets pretend this ever happened" Noah said shutting the door behind him. I flopped onto my pillow why why why??

I woke up the next morning wondering if I should get out of my blanket of warmth, a knock was on my door I groaned and Jamie popped his head around the door

"Rise and shine my love" I groaned again shoving the duvet over my head "Come on you got and interview this morning with Ellen" Jamie shook me gently I took the blanket off my face

"What time is it?" I asked sleepily

"Erm, five" Jamie smiled I glared at him making him chuckle

"Why? Cant I just sleep instead? Why cant I change my job to professional sleeper?" I joked

"No because what about your Lillies? They've been waiting for you to turn up for days" I rolled my eyes at his joke

"Well, you can tell them my job has changed" I smiled Jamie laughed putting the small white kettle on in the tine square kitchen I have

"I don't think that would go down well" I smiled removing the blanket of warmth around me "My god she's up!" Jamie clutched his chest like he was having a heart attack I slapped his arms playfully taking the coffee from his hands that he was making

"Leave now, I want to change" I smiled Jamie chased me around the room

"Yes boss" He chuckled saluting walking out the door I laughed putting the drink on the side. I pulled out my suitcase by the wall picking out white high waisted jean shorts, bat wing top, yellow converse. I put on a lighting bolt ring on my first and middle finger, a pair of bat wing studs and MANGO avatar sunglasses. I walked out of my room with the coffee in my hands where I saw Noah on his way to his room opposite

"Hey" I smiled sipping my drink

"Hey what you got a kettle in your room?" Noah pointed at my cup I smiled

"Yep, you haven't?" Noah shook his head

"You look nice" I smiled "I'd better get ready myself, Jamie said I got rehearsals" Noah said confused