Forever || magcon

Chapter 14

~Casey's POV~

Nash was totally drunk. He kept pressuring me to drink so I did. I felt a little light headed and I wanted to take Nash home. This wasn't good for him either.

"Nash! Let's go! Come on, its sorta getting late and I have to be home at a certain time!" I said, even though I didn't. I just needed him to leave.

"NO! I WANNA STAY AND HAVE FUN!" He yelled over the loud music. I could barely see his face. There were no lights other than the colorful flashing lights that was going to give someone a seizure. I looked at Nash.

"Please baby?" I said with a puppy dog face. I grabbed his arm.

"No. If you wanna leave so bad, then go! Be my guest!" He said a little closer to me. Then I felt my face stinging and Nash's hand up. He smacked me accross the face. It hurt like hell, but I knew he was drunk, and that he would never actually hit me.

I couldn't hold back my tears. No matter how much I tried, it was just too painful. I looked in Nash's eyes. I no longer saw anger, but fear and sadness.

"I am so sorry Casey! Let me take you home. Come on." He said. I knew he was drunk so I called a cab before. Luckily it arrived once we got outside. I took Nash's hand and pushed him inside the cab. I gave the driver some money and told him Nash's address. Then I watched as the car drove off.

I lowered my head. What was I thinking? Taking Nash to one of these wild parties, especially Trevor's party! I felt two ice cold hands on my hips. I spun around.

"Did ya miss me?" His dark, deep voice was scary. I could hardly see his face because it was pretty dark out here.

"TREVOR?!?" I screamed.

"Yup. So where's pretty boy now? Is he still taking shots?" His voice was like nails on a chalkboard. I couldn't listen.

"Trevor, STOP! Get away from me!" I screamed, hoping someone who was sober would notice.

"Why should I?" He whispered in my ear. Then he rubbed his hands up and down my body. I couldn't move at all. I
was frozen. He started to put his ice cold hands up my shirt. I got chills and I shivered. He then stopped and started yelling at someone. I couldn't even hear it. My vision was getting blury and I could no longer see.

I woke up in Nash's room. Nash was sleeping next to me. That was weird. I got up, but I was no longer in the clothes from yesterday. I was wearing a pair of boxers, which I assume are Nash's and an old t-shirt. I went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. I looked like crap.

I washed my face and put my hair up in a messy bun. Now I at least looked decent. I laid back down on the bed. Nash still reeked of alcohol. I put my arm around h and snuggled up next to him. Then I went back to sleep.

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I started running, but he was too fast. I had blood all over my skin tight dress. My tears were filling my eyes up And my vision was blurred. I ran barefoot and was carrying my heels. My dress kept going up but I didn't care. I needed to escape. I ran into the woods.

"CASEY! I KNOW WHERE YOU ARE! JUST COME OUT!" I heard a voice yell into the dark woods.

I just ignored it. I started running faster and faster until I got a cramp in my ribs. I slowed down but tripped over a tree branch. I fell on my face and my hands and knees got scrapped. I looked down to see that I was all cut up and bloody. I wiped it off and stood up. I walked behind a tree and sat down. I was panting like crazy.

I couldn't breathe. My lungs were hard at work, pumping oxygen, but it wasn't enough. I looked around. No one was near and no more voices. I've escaped. I stood up and started to walk the other way from which I came. I stepped on painful sharp twigs and pine cones, but that isn't nearly half as painful if I wouldn't have ran.

Then I heard a branch crack behind me. I stopped. I turned around and nothing was there. I turned back around and there he was. His face was darker than usual. His eyes, a familiar green, had turned into a dark black nothingness.

"Why are you running from me?!? I am your boyfriend, aren't I?" He screamed in my face with his breath smelling of alcohol.

"Please don't hurt me." I said silently.

"Why would I hurt you?" He said "Now get ready, because if you don't listen to me, then you'll pay!" He screamed. His arm was still a little bloody from when I bit him.

He came closer and closer and smashed his lips into mine. He was rough. I tried to stop him but he pushed me against the tree. He started to lift up my dress. He held my hands back.

"ARE YOU READY?" He screamed in my ear.

"PLEASE STOP NO! PLEASE!" I screamed. No one could hear. No one was there.

Then he started to unclothe me. My heart was pounding and I couldn't speak. He punched me and I couldn't see. I felt him on me, I couldn't do anything. I was paralyzed from shock. I needed help. I started screaming, but I could speak. He kept going and then he whispered in my ear.

"There's no going back now."

I couldn't stop crying. I felt someone shaking me and saying my name. The voice sounded familiar.

"CASEY! CASEY! WAKE UP WAKE UP!" He said. I listened and woke up. It was Nash. I was really cold and sweaty. I was out of breath. My eyes were puffy and my face was wet from crying.

"Shhhh. Its okay." Nash whispered in my ear.

"I'm so sorry! It happened! I couldn't help myself! He just came up and he - he was yelling! Nash you have to help me, he's gonna come back for me!" I started crying hysterically. The thought of Caleb coming to get me is scary. He raped me and sexually abused me. I had got away but he got my new number somehow and knows the town I live in. And it's a pretty small town.

"Come here." Nash said. He pulled me onto his lap. I wrapped my legs around his waist and hugged him. He kissed me on my forehead and rubbed my back. "Don't worry, I'll protect you from him!" He said confidently.

"Nash. That's just it. I don't care about what happens to me, it's just that if you get hurt I'm the one responsible. It would make me feel terrible and I couldn't live with that." I started crying again at the thought of losing Nash.

"Don't worry, because" he lifted up my chin "we will have each other. And we will be together forever." He said. I looked at his bright blue eyes then rested my head on his shoulder.

"Forever." I said under my breath.