Forever || magcon

Chapter 33

~Nash's POV~

Today was the day of Casey's funeral. I looked like an absolute mess. My eyes were all red and puffy from crying for days and my hair was not even done nice. I was too lazy to gel it up in its usual style, even though I am going to be speaking.

I am in the limo now. I don't really know anyone else that's sitting here. I mean, its so depressing that she couldn't even attend Luke's funeral at all.

I was able to go though. It was really sad. I didn't speak though, because I barely even knew Luke. I thought that he was a really good guy though and that we could have become good friends.

We arrived at the church and I got out of limo, dragging my feet behind me. I walked slowly in the church and just sat down in the front. I waited for more people to come, but no one was coming in. Then I felt someone standing over me. It was Jo.

"Nash, stop crying. Please, you're going to make me cry." She said jokingly. I gave her a warm hug and wiped my tears.

"I can't believe that bitch actually died. Wow."

"Excuse me?" I said.

"Oh sorry god. I forget about my language. Well, what I mean is, Nash ever since I met her she has always wanted to die. She always talked about doing drugs and getting drunk just so that she could die faster. She wanted to Nash, well that is until she met you."

"What?" I didn't understand what she was saying.

"Nash, you kept her alive. She would have been dead without you. I mean, I wasn't going to stop her." She muttered under her breath.

"Wait, I'm so confused. How did you know her before I did?" I asked. I didn't even know that they knew each other at all.

"Well, she didn't really know me. I mean. She would only remember Brittany after the parties because she was her ride. I was always there too, she just never really remembered who I was. She would always go on and on about how she wanted to get high, and drunk and just end life right away. I don't even know anymore. She was a little different from other people there."

"How?" I was really curious now about her before me.

"Well, she drank and smoked for a reason. Most of us just did it to drop everything that we were thinking about. But, no, she planned it. She was always thinking about it."

I laughed "That does sound like her." I said.

"Yeah well she got her wish."

"Which was?" I asked

"To fall in love before she died." She whispered. "Anyway, Ill have to be going. Good luck with your speech by the way." She said running out the doors.

"I guess she did get her wish." I whispered to myself.

(A/N)

Sorry that it was really short but this is not the end I promise.