Adopted by Twenty One Pilots +Jenna

Chapter Seven

A/N So, before I start the chapter I want to say, go read Ruby by @Insane_Bean_Gigi

As well as Fated by 

And I did this in another chapter, but I forgot to add the @ so go follow @panicatthepilots322 and read her (I think they're a girl, again if not I'm really sorry) stories.

The song is Light It Up by Keeley Elise. Enjoy the chapter!

I wake up with the sun in my face. I roll over and groan, checking what time it is. 7:03. 'Frick!' I think. 'I need to get up and get ready.' I get up, still hurting quite a bit, and head inside to get ready. I change into my skinny jeans, a gray t-shirt, and flip-flops.

I go into the bathroom and clean up all the dry blood on me, and put on a ton of bandages. I put my shoulder length brown hair into a ponytail, grab my back pack, put on Tyler's hoddie and head out the door. It's summer, but I still have to go to school. Summer school to be exact. My grades aren't doing the best, and my parents don't really want to see me, so they put me in summer school.

(Btw guys, I'm homeschooled, have been my entire life so I don't know how regular schools work, so I'm just guessing everything. Sorry if I get some things wrong)

After about 15 minutes of walking/running, I finally get into my first class, which is language arts. There's only a few people in at the moment, but there should be 5 or 6 more people coming in. I sit down in the back. I hate being in the front, I feel like everyone is looking at me. Same with the middle, and it makes me feel claustrophobic, so I sit in the back at the end.

After a few minutes, the rest of the class and the teacher come in. The teacher starts the lesson, and I pay attention, I really do, but it just doesn't make any sense. I've never understood verbs, or anything like that. After about a half hour, the bell goes off and everyone gets up and heads to there next class.

I wait a little bit before getting up, and instead of going to my next class I go to the teacher. "Um, do y-you have any e-extra homework pages from friday?" I ask. Mr Adams looks up at me confused. "Mine got b-burned a little, s-so I couldn't finish all of them." I say. He rubs his eyes. "I have no extra, but if you give me your pages I'm sure it'll be fine." He say. I give him the homework pages, he seemed a little surprised that I wasn't lying. "This is fine." He say. I just nod and head to my next class

~Time skip to lunch~

I didn't eat lunch today. I never eat lunch, dinner is the only meal I eat. I still bring lunch though, because other people want it. It's kind of the whole thing of 'give me your lunch or I'll beat you to the ground thing'. They still hit me, even though I give them my lunch. I went into the cafeteria and sat down at my normal spot. A group of people take my lunch, one holds my are, hard enough that a bruise is going to form later, and one punches me, then they walk off to their table.

I get up and head to the small library that's in the school. I read two books before the bell went off, signaling that we need to head to the last class of the day. Math. I walk inside and see the teacher already there, I panic a little thinking I'm late, but I look around and there's no one else in the room yet. I calm down, say hi to the teacher and sit down, In the back as usual.

People come in, the lesson starts and I can actually do some of the problems. It's only division at the moment, we won't start algebra until 8th grade, which starts in September. So it's basically working on division for two months, which I'm fine with. I'm not that bad at division, I can't do it fast or in my head, but I can still do it.

Class ends and I get up, hand my teacher the homework, and head home. It took about 30 minutes to get home, because I wasn't running this time, I wasn't in a rush to get home. I get inside and see that neither of my parents are home, so I quickly clean the house, even though I cleaned it last night, and went outside. I just sit on the swings for a few hours listening to music until I see that it's 4:35. So I head inside and start making dinner.

My parents get home, and we sit at the table and eat dinner. After dinner my siblings go back to what they were doing, and my parents follow the routine. Get up, beat me and yell at me. Except they were more mad then usual, I don't know why but they were. They made me black out this time.

When I woke up it was 9:00. I didn't get up this time. I just laid on the kitchen floor, silently crying for a few hours before finally getting up and heading to the bathroom. I clean my self up, and the voice in m head say that I deserve all this. And that I'm stupid, worthless, a screw up, and so many other things. And I believe it. Then I get an idea. I've done it since I was ten, and It's shut up the voice every time, so I go to do it.

././TRIGGER WARNING././

I get out the razor from the drawer under the sink in the bathroom. Part of me tells me to text Tyler, he told me that I can talk to him whenever I need him. And I need him right now. But I don't text him, instead I slide the cold metal across my skin. It burns, it really burns, but it shut the voice up, so I do it more.

5 new ones one and 3 reopened on my right are, 4 new ones and 2 reopened on my left arm, and 3 new ones one both my legs. I'm crying, and the tears roll down my cheek and onto the cuts, making them sting even more, but I don't care. That's why I'm doing this, to make it hurt, to feel something, to shut the voice up. And when I do this, all three happen.

././TRIGGER OVER././

I put on bandages and clean up the mess. I tip toe outside, trying to be as quiet as possible. I decide to sleep outside again. I do the exact same thing as last night, except that there is no text from Tyler, and no text from Josh.

I eventually after a few hours of not sleeping, I get tired of just laying on the hard wood, so I decide to take a walk. Just around our yard, I'm not going to walk around the neighborhood at 3 in the morning. After walking for an hour or two, I just collapse onto the grass and fall asleep.

A/N Hello! Sorry about this chapter being kind of boring, and also Kind of sad. But oh well. I'll probably update again soon, that is if the internet doesn't go out again *knocks on wood* But anyways I hope you liked this, bye!

Stay alive |-/

Oh, and don't forget to eat <3