the beekeeper.

alabama.

ponies, drawing, internet.
skype calls, group calls, phone calls.
detachment, attraction, immaturity.
headphones, microphones, desktops.
lighters, whales, cereal.
sisters, road sign, drone.
midnight, 1 am, 2 am.
help, comfort, love.
unhealthy, obsession, naïve,
humming, eagles, am,
garage, car, upstairs.
bathroom, toothbrush, mask on.
school nights, church nights, long nights.
football, bets, blowjobs.
college, six, waiting.
12, 28, 14.
reveal, behold, forbid.
no touch, no sight, no taste.
secrets, uncertainty, anonymous.
lies, lies, lies.
fake, lies, truth.
1, 16, 15.
nightmares, heartbreak, starving.
struggle, upright, structure.
days, months, years.
silence, deleted, forgotten.
4, 3, 17.
hurt, betrayal, hatred.
screaming, restless, nausea.
consideration, thoughtful, possibility.
road trips, houses, realtor.
madison, huntsville, redstone.
hotel, memory, vomit.
denying, anger, retaliation.
birthday, crying, sabotage.
clippers, bathroom, blood.
peroxide, swabs, band-aids.
frustration, promises, apologies.
hot, sweat, makeup.
boiling, vengeful, turmoil.
fighting, tension, unbalanced.
drugs, high, kidneys.
longing, craving, headaches.
reminding, recalling, remembering.
you, him, them.

move, state, death.