is this god's way of telling me to lose weight?
because if so,
he could have done it a little nicer.
throwing up each meal
or sitting in the bathroom trying not to scream
isn't an ideal wake up call,
but it's a wake up call nonetheless.
do i need to be prescribed nexium again?
or get my blood tested once more?
fucking hell.
this is how it started.
this is how it ends.
my stomach and i are no longer friends
and i have a feeling it'll stay that way much longer this time.
YOU ARE READING
the beekeeper.
ŞiirVent Poetry Warning: Strong language Trigger warnings: Schizophrenia Self Harm Abuse (physical, verbal, and sexual) Gore
