selfish,
the lot of you!
never cared about anyone but yourselves!
after i bragged about you,
after i put my trust in you!everyone is self-centered,
so self-indulged.who are you mistaking?
not me,
you don't fool me.
not when you're like this.however, i know i'll fall for your tricks come tomorrow
i'll be sliced by the traps you set out
i'll believe you all over again.i'm an idiot,
i'll never learn.
nobody gives a shit about me or my well being,
why can't that go through my head?
it would make things so much easier.so much fucking easier.

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the beekeeper.
PoetryVent Poetry Warning: Strong language Trigger warnings: Schizophrenia Self Harm Abuse (physical, verbal, and sexual) Gore