The Diary of a Fallen Girl

romantic

Isn't it beautiful
How I wanted to die
At the age of eleven

Isn't it lovely
How my skin is covered
In plain white scars

Isn't it amazing
That I feel like
I'm suffocating

Isn't it lovely
How I lash out
At people

Isn't it appealing
That I want to do nothing
But lie in my own misery

Isn't it attractive
That I take pills daily
To regulate my emotions

Isn't it adorable
That I tried to end everything
And laid in a hospital bed
For a week
Instead

Isn't it romantic
How I cannot feel love
And affection

Isn't it ugly
How people truly believe
That depression
Is beautiful?

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— romantic ; E.D