The Diary of a Fallen Girl

i cannot have you

1- There are many beautiful things on this earth that I cannot have, and you may be one of them.

2- Every rose has its thorns. As I grew to know you, I discovered all your flaws and imperfections, and somehow, they made me love you more.

3- How is it that you lay next to her but say you pretend that it is me your arms are wrapped around? You are a liar and a thief. Please return my heart; I will be waiting.

4- You rip away bits of me with your fingers, all for your own pleasure. There are gashes in my body, empty places that have the lingering sense of you. You are a taker and not a giver. I have learned that the hard way.

5- You are like the lightning in a thunderstorm. There one second, and gone the next, leaving me with only the bitter memory of you in my heart.

6- You are sad and beautiful at the same time. You almost look like tragedy, the way you make others feel. I can tell you've been down for a while; you are a disaster waiting to happen.

7- It is so beautiful when you smile. I want to hold you and tell you there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I want to hit rewind on the tiny moments we share, but once they're over, they're gone forever, and so are you.