selfish

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Is it selfish to want to be sad,
Poetic, and empty?
I have never learned how to create art
From simply being happy.

Nothing feels right;
The words roll off my tongue, twisted.
Nothing feels right;
For now, a better future I have enlisted.

How can I possibly be happy with myself
Living a mediocre life,
But how could I possibly be happy
While wanting to die?

I guess I'm not used to this form of creation,
His love has arisen.
I shall be saved by the sword,
For his heart, I've been given.

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