The Diary of a Fallen Girl

you are

1 - You are water on the edges of rocks; soft and gentle, obeying the tide. You co-exist peacefully with everything in your universe, and once I noticed your existence, I could never seem to forget you.

2 - You are the lightning in the dead of night, you took me by surprise. You were bright and fiery and deadly, but I could never get close enough to feel the warmth of your skin. If I did, I would've worn the scars for years to come, and your hands would've set me on fire in every way possible.

3 - You are the silence as dawn rises. You are quiet and lonely, and I bathe in your luminescence with a heavy heart. You are purple and blue and all the shades in between, squeezing into every crack of my life and overthrowing my mind.

4 - You are the warm summer rain, running over everything and lingering for a while after you are gone. You are the droplets in my hair and the quiet emptiness between falling raindrops, understanding me in a way that words never could.

5 - You are my winter fog, the puffs between their lips and the fog on glassy windows. You are the clean slate, a fresh beginning after every chance was wasted. You are in the cool air and the dampness of the grass, and I can feel you even when you are not around.

6 - You are the ashes after the fire, darkening the skin of others. You are after the destruction of lives and the bleeding of bodies. You are the peace after the storm, the serenity after the catastrophe.

7 - You are the broken glass underneath my hands, the pain and the darkness that fills my mind. You are the blood from my wrists and the metal in the drain, hurting me in ways you weren't supposed to. You are innocent until misused, but I am crazy for your chaos.

8 - You are the breaking of hearts, and the inspiration and creation of madness. Like art based off of death, you are the silver lining of storm clouds. You reside in the darkest of places, and you have taken my mind for good.

You are everything that I love ; E.D