Milo and I get ourselves cleaned up, and we get dressed. He sits down on the bed and sighs. I look over at him not really knowing what to say. Guilty was not the word for how I was feeling. It cannot be tick for tack when it comes to cheating. Dino didn't deserve what I just did to him right now. I know he is who I want to be with in the end. I should've given him a chance to explain, but I don't care. He looked like some good sex made him go to sleep..
"What's on your mind?" Milo asks, knocking me out of my thoughts.
"Huh?" I ask, half listening.
"What you think about what just happened?" He asks once more.
I look up at the ceiling. "To be honest..." I look back at him. "It was better than I thought."
He smiles a cocky smile. "I wanted to do that with you for the longest. In all honesty, Maeko I needed that. I needed to see what it was like to be with you, and now I know."
I raise and eyebrow. "What did you think?"
"You got something that'll make somebody wanna hold you down. I see why Dino loves you so much but..." He stops and jumps up. "Aw Fuck! What about Dino?" He panics.
I shrug. "He fucked another female." I say cleaning dirt from my nails.
"Are you serious?" Milo says shocked.
"Yeah..." I nod.
"So you only came over to me as a rebound because you was hurt?" He asks in actuality.
"I wouldn't put it that way?" I try to reassure him.
"Now I feel all fucked up. How are we gonna explain this to everybody?" He asks with his fingers intertwined behind his head.
"We are not bringing this up to anybody." I answer defensively.
"Don't you think secrets make shit worse?" He snaps at me.
"Milo please just keep this between me and you..." I beg.
He looks at me for a brief second then looks away. "For you..." He mumbles and sits back down.
"You know as well as I do that if we tell shit is gonna be worse. Are you prepared to have to fight Dino?" I ask.
"I mean I wouldn't be scared..." He shrugs. "But I don't want to."
"Right... Let's just drop it." I say, and grab my keys.
"I'll see you..." He says as I walk out the door.
I look back and return a half smile. I exit his house, and quickly get into my car. I start it up, and pull off down the road. Shortly after I make it to my house. I get out, and rush upstairs to my room. I know I just fucked up but that's pretty much how this relationship is now. A big ball of fuckery.
I pull out my phone and call Za'nae. I needed some best friend advice. The phone was ringing briefly but she picked up in no time.
"Hey Ko..." She says, cheerfully into the phone.
"Hey Nae..." I say, sadly.
"Aww what's wrong?" She asks.
"Man... I need to ask you a question." I tell her.
"What's up?"
"Do you think I'm a ho?" I ask. "Like since you found out I liked dudes have I been out there?"
She laughs on her end and I make a screw face at the phone. "I mean..." She trails off. "I personally wouldn't use the term Ho. However, you have become very promiscuous. "
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Fall For Your Type: Book 2 | BxB
Non-FictionThis is a sequel to Fall For Your Type: Senior Year Maeko returns as well as many of the other characters as well as some new ones. If you read and loved the first book then you will surely love this one. Everyone knows I love to add mystery to my...