I have been staring blankly at the night sky very often ever since Drake left. What was worse was I was starting to lose weight for not eating properly. It has been a week already but every day was killing me. Otherwise, why would I decide to lock myself in the room and starve myself?
Just when I thought my fairy tale has begun, the tables were suddenly turned upside-down. It really hurts you when you expect so much.
I was waiting for a phone call from Drake but every time the phone rings, none were from Drake. I was getting hopeless. None of my doings would change a thing. Drake was gone and I was alone. Life is surprisingly unpredictable; for one second you’re the happiest person on earth, next thing you’d be the most depressed person that’s ever existed.
Matt was right, life works this way; you win some, you lose some. Sometimes you have to risk something to get what you want.
Like how Drake chose his scholarship over me.
Wouldn’t I be so selfish if I tried to stop him? It was for the best. Leaving me was for the better. He had to fulfill his dream… even if it means not having me.
Moving on was the only choice I have right now. It kills me every time I thought of how stupid I was. If only I had put my pride aside and tried talking to Drake, things wouldn’t end up like this; me being so torn into pieces.
I’m young. I should go to parties, drink beer and get drunk, go shopping, finish my money and stuff. Not by staying here in the room all day long.
I just wish none of these things ever happened. I shouldn’t have met Drake and he shouldn’t have asked me to dance with him. It would be better if I didn’t care too much, it would only hurt a little. Or even not at all.
I guess I have to end things. End what was in the past. It was the best thing to do.
I decided to leave Drake a final message in Facebook.
Hi!
It hasn’t been that long since we last met. I know we didn’t end things up quite well… I was being the melodramatic queen. Funny how time fleets so fast that it seems that we’ve just met. We’ve known each other for a while now and I was glad you’ve been a part of my life. A part of me.
I wish you all the best in life. Goodbye.
-Chloe
As I pressed Enter, my heart was shattered into million pieces. Saying goodbye wasn’t easy, but it was the only way to put an end to everything. I was dying to tell him how much I love him and how much I miss everything about him, but I wanted to show him that I was fine without him.
It was time to move on.
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The last chapter!!!! Finally! but dont worry, there's still an epilogue :) It's been a long journey for me and here it is, my hard work has finally paid off! :D
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