[COMPLETED] soft boy//phan (1)

Thirteen

dan

i was now out of the hospital and on the streets again, walking to school instead of taking my car. my stomach felt better instead of it burning like fire whenever i breathed.

i never been in a hospital before besides when i was born so it was odd to me, i knew that was going to be on some kind of records because of the 'fight'.

i paused when I got to the school gates and saw phil, talking to pj and chris, i've never talked to them before but i did know their names, along with dorothy and louise who was with them.

i decided to stop staring since i probably looked like a freak and tried to speed past them without being noticed. i was noticed and heard louise whisper curiously to dodie, "is that the boy that fought carson and tanner?" trying not to sound rude.

but i still just ignored it and kept walking, i hated when i attracted attention to myself, and now that i was back people would probably be laughing at me right and left.

as i made my way to my locker i instantly saw that mine stuck out from all the others. having scared boy written over it in red paint. my teeth clenched and i yelled, "go away!" to the people who were laughing and taking photos of it, probably posting it on social media.

i shooed them away, earning rude glances, and opened my locker like it was a normal day. by now, everyone was gone and i just buried my face inside my locker, my hands trembling on the door.

i never asked to be hurt, i never asked to be beaten alive, i never asked to be sent to the hospital for eight weeks. i actually thought phil was a good person, i thought we could become good friends and that i finally had someone here.

i guess I just believe in too many things.