Falling Into Place (Jaime Preciado) (*PTV* Fanfic 1)

9. "oh dear God Jaime!"

*4dayslater*

*LANEY*

i didn't really know what to think of Jaime at this point, i felt a strong connection with him. but i really had no idea where to pin point us. would we be in a relationship? or were we meant to be just friends? i had no idea. i really enjoyed having him around, and that night at the bus party was no disappointment either. he was next to me the whole time since neither of us drank that night, allowing our band mates to get as shitfaced as they wanted to, talking about life, our pasts, everything really. but i was still torn.

we have been hanging out every day at each other's merch tables,  signings, buses, stages, i was at his performances, and he was at Walker's. i really enjoyed having him around me. he made me feel happy and safe. nothing like anyone in my past relationships have accomplished before... maybe i was supposed to be with him...

Nah.

i shrugged it off and headed to go find Caity. her and i had become best friends in the week that Warped Tour has been going on and i seriously couldn't of asked for a better person to cal my 'tour buddy' at this point. she gets it. 

i smiled and walked up onto the Pierce The Veil bus, accidentally walking in on an interview they were having, i squeaked a little realizing what they were doing, and retreated backwards down the stairs a few steps,

"well, speak of the devil herself." i heard Tony laugh softly, everyone was looking in my direction. "that is the manager for Walker's Town we were just saying you should interview next." he piped in.

the interviewer looked at me and smiled,i just kinda stopped and stared

it was Bryan fucking Stars. i blushed and smiled, heading over and shaking his hand "nice to meet you Sir." i choked out. i wasn't really one to choke on my own words but when you're meeting international royalty like B.Stars... it tends to get you. 

he just let our a laugh "nice to meet ya too pretty lady." he winked, he was awkward with the flirting. i just giggled.  "so interview.. how about right after Walker's set today? I've got a free hour?" he asked,

"Absolutely! thank you so much!" i smiled brightly. "bus 17." i nodded. and looked around the bus for Caity, Vic nodded back to the back room knowing who i was looking for. i smiled and nodded. "see ya later Sir." i nodded and moved past the boys. catching Jaime's eyes. yeah. the feelings coming back.

*JAIME*

i honestly couldn't get that girl out of my mind the past few days. i had never acted like this ever... every girl ive ever been with always left me anyways... i neevr let my heart open to any girl after Sarah, and that was a year and half ago.

"Hime, just ask her out already." Mike said, poking my side, i was apparently oblivious to anything that was happening after she walked though the room to go to Caity. 

i shook my head "you know i cant do that Mike. what if she rejects me and never speaks to me again... i cant let that happen. " i nodded, looking at my bright red vans. "there's no way she even likes me back." i quietly added after a few moments. 

"you'll never know if you don't ask." Mike nodded, getting up to grab another Beer can-chicken taco i had made for myself. 

"and ill never know what those taste like if you keep stealing my Tacos!" i laughed, trying to get off the subject.

"well, i guess you will never know!" Mike laughed, stealing the whole plate and ran out the bus.

i sighed and leaned back on the couch, grabbing Vic's battered Guitar that was just chilling on the table and strummed quietly.

once i wish i could be on the other side of this conversation,

id pay so much more attention to the details i forgot like...

how easy it was to smile now i'm losing my concentration, cause my thoughts aren't learning to fake it

and i never said this was your fault but...

when you believe in me, then i'll believe in everybody else

i can see that this wont come easy, when you believe in me

i'll believe

i sighed and put the guitar down after a while, and looked at the back door, to hear it crack open. 

"see you tonight love." the voice echoed in my head. Laney. i put a smile on my face "so whats tonight eh?" i asked, both of my hands propping my chin up "hmm?"

she laughed and sat across from me, "movie night with Caity. being around all these guys is taking a toll on us. woo.." she laughed, saying the last part sarcastically "but no, really. Movie night here on your bus no boys allowed." she giggled. i nodded smiling

that giggled always killed me. i must have spaced out for a little because the next moment she was snapping her fingers in front of my face "eh, yo. earth to Jaime. Hiiimmmeeeee...." i shook my head, 

"yeahhh?" i asked, 

"i said do you want to go to the mall with me? i need some things, but no one will go with me." she asked, 

"sure, give me a minute." i said, heading to my bunk and changing the shirt i had on to a white Vans shirt and pulled my black beanie over my head. looking fabulous, i might say. i headed back out to her and nodded, taking her hand and pulled her up from the couch "lets head out." i nodded, letting go of her hand and to the mall we went.

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"one more store? " i asked sighing. this girl could shop... for being one who said ' i don't like shopping' she must have been kidding... 12 stores in 2 hours... but i really didn't mind. although it was tiring. i got to spend one on one time with her. no complaints here. 

"yes yes... one more. promise." she smiled. and walked into the abnormally pink store. Victoria's Secret. oh dear god. i sighed and followed her in, getting stares from the ladies in the store and stuff, and she picked out a few things. heading to the dressing room, i sat in tone of the white and pink chairs, next to the bags of bags she got from the previous store... i smirked and grabbed one of the biggest bros i could find and put it on over my clothes, "wow, this is FABULOUUUSSSS.." yelling in my best female impersonation.  i triple snapped in Z formation, causing some of the girls to laugh, Laney poked her head out of the dressing room looking around to where she heard the commotions. he looked at me and shook her head.

"oh dear God Jamie!!" she busted in tears laughing, taking out her phone and snapping a picture. in which i struck my best pose, pouting my lips. next thing i knew i had a notification on my phone, i pulled it out and looked at the picture on Instagram.

@Laney_Loo: Friends dont Leave friends unaccompanied in Victoria's Secret... cause they do dumb shit like this. @PtvJaime makes a very pretty girl though, i must admit.

i laughed and looked up at her. she shok her head at me still laughing "now go take that off before you get kicked out!" she laughed again, finishing up what she was doing and headed out to the cash register.

Making her laugh was one of the things i wanted to do every day... it was literally the best sound ever.  i smiled and complied. giving the garment back to one of the sales clerks, "sorry, its not really my color." i joked, earning a concerned look from her. i smirked and headed back to Laney, grabbing her bags in the process. and back to Kevin's car, which i stole to get us to the mall. Laney was soon stopped in her tracks, looking at a guy with deep indigo blue eyes and black hair, walking towards us. 

"hey there Laney." the guy noted, i looked back at laney, still frozen in her tracks. "go ahead Hime, i'll be right there." she said and waived me onto the car, i nodded, but kept my eye close on this guys.. i had never seen him before, definitely didn't get a good feeling about this guy. i put the bags in and leaned on the rear fender of the car.  watching them intently. 

in the next moment, i saw her nod, and hug him, him leaning down and kissing her. he KISSED her. the girl i wanted so badly to be mine. i swear me heart dropped 16 stories with the sight of that. i could feel my heart rip to shreds.

so this is what real heart break feels like.