Once we dropped Calum and Luke off, we went home . Michael and Ashton both decided to go take a nap since the trip had been so long and exhausting. Cassie and I played while Levi and the boys slept. I was trying my best to keep my mind off tonight.
As the day went on the boys got up and Ashton agreed to let Michael and I go out for a couple hours. My heart began to beat faster the closer it was to our reservation.
About an hour before it was time to go I went and took a shower. Once I was done I grabbed my black dress and curled my hair.
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Once my it got closer to time to go I got my finishing touches together and went down stairs to where Michael was.
"Damn." Michael said as I got to the bottom of the stairs where he was.
"Is that good or bad?" I asked a little shyly.
"Believe me it's good. I have no idea how I ever got so lucky." Michael replied kissing my cheek.
"I love you too." I replied laughing a little.
"Ready to go Angel?" Michael asked as he took my hand.
"Yes I am." I smiled and took his hand.
After we said some good byes to Ashton and the kids we walked out to the car. I felt my heart begin to beat faster as we walked. I was going to tell him and I was scared but excited all at the same time.
We got into the car and Michael turned on some music. I held his hand as we went down the road the entire time trying to figure out how exactly I was going to tell him. I could just say "it wouldn't be good for the baby." When the waiter asks me if I want whine, but that seems so not right.
*At The Restaurant*
"What would you like to drink?" The waiter asked.
"Water for me please." I replied with a smile.
"No alcohol this time?" Michael asked laughing a little.
"No not this time." I bit my lip wanting to tell him.
"What?" Michael asked laughing a little.
"what do you mean what?" I asked tilting my head to the side.
"You look like you wanna tell me something or say something so what is it?" Michael asked laughing and shaking his head.
I bit my lip and shook my head lightly. I wanted to tell him but I also didn't want to ruin the mood of the date.
"Ok now you really have to tell me." Michael said a little more serious.
"Ok." I took a deep in a breath. "So I have something to tell you."
"I've kind of got that already." Michael replied laughing a little.
"Ok so on Thursday morning when I woke up I felt really sick. So sick that Louis came over and watched the kids for me." My hands felt shakey. I was so nervous about telling him. What if he changed his mind and wasn't ready?
"Oh baby I'm so so sorry." Michael looked sad and worried.
"and so Louis brought me some things to help make me feel better and I spent most of my day upstairs." I was just trying to give myself time by now. Just rambling on with useless information.
"Did you go to the doctor?" Michael asked.
"No I didn't have to. I knew what it was." I replied.
"what was it?" Michael asked confused.
I took In a deep breath and put my hands in my lap.
