Friends? A Magcon Fanfiction

Choose Me

Nash's POV

I drove home, just focusing on the road. I decided to stay in the hotel a day after the incident with Danielle since I wanted to be left alone. I know Sara would yell at me as soon as I get home. How did they know where I was staying? I specifically told the girl at the front desk to not tell anyone, they must have found out some where else. It took me a few hours, but I finally got home. I pulled into the driveway and I sat in my car for a little while. Just thinking about everything that's happened this summer. I met an amazing girl Sara, but I ruined it all. I don't even know if she could forgive me about this, but then again I don't know if I will do it again. I feel bad in a way, but I don't know what to do. I slowly walked in the front door, and I noticed Sara sitting down watching tv.

"Hi," I said. My hair was messy, I felt the bags under my eyes get heavier as I saw her. I felt worn out and exhausted, I'm no mood to hear her yelling at me.

"I heard where you were," she said sadly. I felt bad, I looked over at her and sat down.

"Its done and over with, don't bring it up," I said sitting down leaning my head back on to the couch. It was so soft and cozy, I slowly closed my eyes. I felt her push me.

"You always tell me to leave it alone, but you keep doing it. I need to know that you won't do it again," she said looking at me. She looked hurt.

"Look I'm going to be completely honest with you, I can't answer that. I don't know if it will  happen again or not. Its just, all you ever want to do is lay down and cuddle. Maybe I'm tired of doing the same shit everyday, I wanna have fun with my life. I love you and all, but I just feel alive with Danielle. You just bore me," I said. I never opened up to her.

"Well how am I supposed to know that, you act like you don't care anymore. If I want to go out and have fun with you, would you stop with her? Like for good and only stay with me?" She asked. She sounded like she was begging me to stop. I can't promise it, but if it will make her shut up then I guess I have to agree.

"Mhm.." I let out of my dry mouth. It just doesn't feel right, I don't know. I guess I'll have to see if she will change, but she doesn't give me that same thrilling power, or adrenaline rush that Danielle does. I have nothing against Sara, she's great and all, but just boring. I need thrill in my life.

"I'm gonna go to bed, are you coming?" I asked standing up. She shook her head, I helped her up and we walked to my room. I fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow, I felt her arms wrap around me. I did nothing, just continued sleeping.