Friends? A Magcon Fanfiction

A Little too Much

That night, I fell asleep curled up in his arms, we never got dressed from after we made love. I woke up with my hair all over the place and I lifted my head to check the time. It was only ten, I placed my head right back into the crook of his neck. I fit perfectly there, its like we were meant to be together. Everything fits perfectly with each other, and its one of the best feelings in the world. Its crazy to think that I've already found the guy I want to spend the rest of my life with already. Some girls struggle with finding "the one" but he could be anywhere, when you least expect it. I kissed his bare chest lightly, so that I didn't wake him up. I felt him move from underneath me, he turned to face me and pulled me closer to him, there was no space in between us. I heard a small moan when he pulled me closer to him, and squeezed me just a little tighter in his arms. I checked my phone to see if I got any messages.

*Lets go to a drive in movie, Taylor's feeling better and we wanna go out with you guys.* I read the message that Courtney sent. The brightness from the screen hurt my eyes, and I kissed Cameron's chin to wake him up.

"Good morning sleepyhead, Courtney wants to know if we wanna go to a drive in movie with her and Taylor she said he feels better today," I said softly. My voice was still raspy since I did get up a few mintues ago.

"Yeah that sounds fun," he moaned. His lips gently touched my forehead and pulled me ever closer to him. I couldn't help but smile, I've never felt so happy. About an hour later he finally woke up, I got up out of bed to go turn on my television. I looked through the channels and P.S. I Love You came on with Hilary Swank and Gerard Butler.

"Do you mind watching this? I love this movie," I said softly to him. I turned away from him so that I could watch the movie. I felt his left arm wrap around my stomach and his head on my neck. His hair was tickling under my jaw when ever he moved.

"Of course you can, I'll watch it with you," he said and kissed my neck softly. As the movie went on, I felt tears fall from my face. The movie is sad to begin with, but I imagined myself playing Hilary Swank's character Holly, and Gerard Butler's character Gerry as Cameron. I just couldn't imagine what it would be like to lose him. More tears fell from my eyes as I continued watching the movie.

"Are you crying babe?" he asked as he gently turned my chin so that I would face him, the streaks of tears drying on to my face.

"Maybe," I whined. His thumb gently wiped away the tears off of my face. 

"Why? Because of the movie?" he asked nicely. His voice was so comforting, and his arm that was wrapped around me tightened. 

"I just pictured that being us," I admitted and another single tear fell from my left eye.

"Babe, that will never be us," he said softly. His words made me feel a little better, but never say never. 

"You don't know that! What if one day your forced to leave me, you can't control being sick," I cried. More tears fell, it was like a river of tears, I don't know what I would do if I lost him. 

"I could never let myself leave you, it would never happen," he whispered, his voice was gentle and kind. Even though his words may be comforting now, he can't possibly know what will happen in the future. I leaned up to him, and kissed him. Crashing my lips on to his powerfully, full of so much force that it weakened me. His arm still wrapped around me tightly. The movie finally ended and we just laid down facing each other for a while. He ran his fingers through my messy hair and traced the curve of my lips with his fingers over and over again. 

"You're not still thinking about the movie.. Are you?" he said gently. His voice was low, I could barely hear him at first. 

"I can't stop thinking about it, I'm just scared that something like that would happen. I don't want to lose you. I love you too much," I admitted. The words fell from my mouth, I tried to hold them in, but I couldn't.

"I don't wanna lose you either babe, but I can't guarantee that it wouldn't happen. What I do know is that I love you, I always have and forever will," he said smoothly. Those few words may seem like they didn't fix anything, but they did some how. 

"What are you thinking about?" I asked him. Our faces were inches apart, and his finger lightly trailed down to my chin and ran the tip of his fingertip across my jaw line back and forth. 

"You," he said simply. A smile crawled onto my face. I looked directly into his brown eyes that I get lost into all the time. 

"What about me?" I asked intrigued.

"How perfect you are," he said staring down at my jaw line.

"I'm not perfect, at all," I stated.

"You're perfect to me," he said as his eyes moved to my lips. A sudden urge came to just grab him and kiss him so I did. Then I heard my phone go off.

*Start getting ready now, I know how long you take lol. Text me when you're on your way.* I read the message Courtney sent. I got up, I love watching the old black and white movies. They were awesome even though the quality wasn't as good as today's movies. I guess you could say I'm a bit old fashioned. 

"I'm gonna get ready now," I moaned. He picked his arms off of me, I slid off of my bed and walked directly to my closet. I felt my stomach start to growl, I forgot we haven't eaten. I quickly made some homemade pancakes that I learned to make from Cooking class last year in school. Then I realized, school is starting in two months, and I'm no where near prepared for it. I never thought that I would have a boyfriend for my senior year, so I took harder classes. Its nothing I haven't dealt with before. I brought the pancakes back into my room, Cameron was still in bed.

"I was thinking, that maybe we should get our own place soon," he said easily. It sounded so perfect.

"Yeah, we should," I answered. I didn't even give myself time to think about it. The words escaped my mouth so quickly I couldn't think. I brought the breakfast to him, and I quickly ate on my bed so that I could get ready. I ran to my closet again, and grabbed my brand new black and white vans, a pair of destroyed high waisted shorts and a cropped muscle tee. I quickly got dressed and put my hair in a french braid. I put on my usual makeup, he was ready before me. I texted Courtney.

*We're on our way now.* I sent the message. We arrived at her house within two minutes, she doesn't live that far away. She was wearing her favorite teal vans, a pair of black shorts and a teal tshirt with a matching bandana. 

"I love your outfit!" I exclaimed. I've had an obsession with vans lately. We left to the movies, but we took seperate cars since it was a drive thru and it would be more private. We watched an older movie, and we took the top down off of my jeep. I felt Cameron's arm wrap around me as we watched the black and white movie. 

"I love you," I whispered, he kissed my cheek softly and we watched the movie in silence. I would glance over at hime occassionally, and got lost in just looking at him.