tangled in the great escape. (pierce the veil)

chapter 1

I wake up in a sweat, yet another nightmare. all about my past, all about my mom. after she died my dad took it really hard send started drinking, like a lot. if anyone especially me, did anything wrong or he found one little thing out if place, he would flip out. like throwing and breaking things, punching holes in the wall. after about a month of just laying in bed, crying at night he would go to the bar where he was gone all night.

the rest of the family eventually noticed so after that there was always someone there to make sure dad was ok. everyone just thought I was too young to understand what was happening, but I wasn't stupid, I knew my mom was gone and that was why dad was acting like that. it was always, " vic are you ok?" no one cared about me even then.

  I decided to get up seeing that I wouldn't fall asleep again. I went into the bathroom and stripped of my clothing and looked at the mirror in disgust.

just look at you, fat, ugly, no wonder no one cares about you. it's because your worthless, just a waste of space.

stupid voice. I got in the shower and let the hot water hit me while I just looked down at all he scars covering my arms stomach and legs. worthless just look at yourself. go cry and cut yourself like you always do.

I picked up the razor and dragged it across my arm.

worthless

waste of space

just die already

she was right, she's always right. I'm just worthless.

I got out of the shower and got dressed and went downstairs to find no one. like always I skipped breakfast and walked to the bus stop and waited for the device to take me to hell, sorry, school.

I put in my earbuds and let the world disappear until the bus came. I got on and sat in my seat and could see all the strange looks everyone gave me. normal, just another day. we got to school and like always people just being just downright rude to me, like throwing stuff at me slamming my fingers in my locker tripping me.

  finally the day was over, as usual I went to my locker and get my stuff and started to walk down the hall until someone pulled me into the bathroom.

"so you thought you could leave without us saying goodbye?" Katie said. I didn't say anything I just kept looking at the ground which she didnt like.

"hey look at me when I'm fucking talking yo you!" she said while yanking my hair so I would look at her.

"your gonna get it today bitch" she said while smirking.

they punched me until I fell to the ground, then they started hitting punching and kicking me

"see you tomorrow freak" I just layed there crying in pain for who knows how long. when I did get up I looked like shit. great

I started to leave seeing that no one was in the hallway. I reached the doors and stepped out to find it was down pouring. well doesn't this day just get better and better. I missed the bus so I walked home...in the freaking rain. all I did was cry. .not like anyone could hear me, I mean it was raining and no one was outside. I realized I was bleeding, katie must have opened my cuts from this morning. I just continued to cry even more.

why couldn't this just all end?

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hey guys this is my first story Srry if it sucks. but I'll try updating a lot so um.. yea tell me if it's good or not and stuff like that and enjoy I guess

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