chapter 14

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iris pov

once I calmed down jaime explained to me why we were all leaving. part of me hurt to see my dad in so much pain all because of me. but the other half told me he deserved it for treating me like this

jaime left me alone to pack my things sine we were leaving later today. I got all of my clothes together in a bag then went into my bathroom to get make up and stuff like that. I grabbed my makeup bag and started to put the stuff that was on  the shelf in the bag when I came across my box if blades. I opened it and grabbed the sharpest one and held it in my hands. I took all if my bracelets off and let the cool metal slide across my skin

you deserve this. you deserve all of this pain. your worthless. you deserve to die. just look at all the people you've hurt. no wonder everyone hates you. especially your dad

I watched the blood drip on the white sink making the blood stand out reminding me of a murderer scene. l looked in the mirror looking at my reflection. it dint look like me. my eyes were red and puffy and my cheeks were tear stared from all of the crying. I wasn't eating lately but I still looked like I was gaining weight. I looked down at my arm and started to clean my arm and wipe all the blood off of the sink. I wrapped my arm up and put on a sweater and continued to pack my things throwing my blades in there as well.

once I was done I layed down on the bed staring up at the ceiling.

tony and jaime came in and said there goodbyes and left. mike came in and grabbed my bags and took them out to the car and told me to say goodbye to dad.

I walked to his door and could hear him sobbing. not crying, sobbing. I waked over to the bed to see he had his back turned to me.

"dad, I'm leaving" he looked over at me and wrapped me in a hug.

"I-iris, I-I'm ss-so sorry. I love you s-so much and I h-hurt you. I'm gonna miss you" he said crying into my shoulder.

I hugged him back and said "I'm gonna miss you too daddy. we can talk over skype or facetime everynight I promise"

"really?" he said pulling away and looking me in the eyes with hope

"promise" I said while nodding my head.

"iris come on let's go" mike said in the doorway

"I love you dad" I said giving him one last hug and heading twords the door.

mike and I went out to the car and headed to alyshas place. I've meet her a couple of times and shes really nice. maybe getting away a while would be good.

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Srry they were both kinda short chapters but at least I updated so yea...

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