He was a little out of breath... he looked at me and said 'I love you Ariana... I mean it and I felt it all night, before this happened. You are perfect in every way possible.. I... I can't believe you're real.' Tears were streaming down my face...
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"So let's ignore each other... pretend like the other person doesn't exist. But deep down we both know it wasn't supposed to end like this." — Unknown
Ariana's POV:
So.... in October of 2013, Scooter asked if I'd break up with Jai. He wanted me to do a 6 month PR relationship with Nathan Sykes, a boy from a new band he was repping called "The Wanted." He also wanted us to do a duet for Nathan's solo project. It was the push I needed, so I said yes.
The long distance thing with Jai was soo stressful. I was tired of checking my texts, Twitter and dms every five minutes to see if Jai was putting me on blast if I didn't pay enough electronic attention to him.
I called Jai and told him the truth. The relationship with Nathan was gonna be fake (I hadn't even met him yet) but breaking up with him was real. He completely freaked, the last thing he said before hanging up on me was "you are so gonna regret this."
Four hours later he posted the infamous Twitlonger accusing me of cheating on him with Nathan. He knew I hadn't even met Nathan yet, what he was doing is making sure he exposed me as a cheater because I cheated on him with Malcolm. Remember, Scooter had him sign a non-disclosure agreement after the 'The Way' video shoot disaster. But he and and his idiot twin brother thought they'd get around the NDA by having Luke tell fans in dms that I fucked Mac Miller.
Needless to say... that's not how it works boys. Scooter had his lawyers on it within an hour and the boys immediately went on a deleting spree. The screenshots are still all over the net though.
"How much further can your head get up your ass that you're actually judging someone as a person based on their sexuality before you even have a conversation with them?" ~Ariana Grande
I couldn't do 6 pretend months with Nathan, I tapped out at two. I was miserable and so was he. I never knew for sure, but I'm pretty sure he's gay. I felt so bad for him that he had to hide (or was being made to hide) his sexuality in order to build his career.
I could totally relate, because in order to build my career I wasn't allowed to be with the person I'm in love with. It made me feel grateful that my brother Frankie never had to go through that. He came out when he was fairly young and never had to hide or be made to feel ashamed of who he is or who he loves.
A week after the Twitlonger shitshow, I taped the prerecorded LA part of New Year's Rockin' Eve with Malcolm and Big Sean.
Sigh 🙄
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