Being Trapped In Emotions

Me And Robert Tonight

So we finally got home and Roberts half asleep. I woke him up and walked him up to the house. My mom and my sister were sitll getting out the car while I was at the door waiting for it to open. My dad went upstairs for a minute to get ready for bed while me, Mom and amber were downstairs in the living room doing other stuff. Me- Mom I'm going upstairs now do you need anything else from me? Mom- No sweetie thank you. Me- okay and as I walked up one step she stopped me? Mom- Sweetie I'm sorry about what happened and I'm glad your okay I love you! Me- Okay Mom Love you too bye. As I walked upstairs I ran into my dad again. He had his Short Black Boxers and no shirt? Like..... what are you trying to do me? I tried to pretend I didn't see him and so I walked away. I ran in my room and I closed the door I think he was walking to the bathroom but whatever Please just don't come in here cause I know exactly what he's gonna do. Oh My Gosh! I just realized that I met one of his friends at that party? What will he say to me if I tell him? And which the guy said he want's to see me again And I never got his phone number! Darn It I should have but anyways I can't tell him at all I never will And he'll never notice I should not say never. I heard a knock at my bedroom door and I hurried and put my shirt on. It was my sister asking me If I had any ink so she could print out something for school? Me- Sure it's down there on my white dresser in the closet. Amber- okay thanks. Me- Umm Amber.. can I tell you something I never told anybody but myself? Amber- Sure what? Me- but you have to promise not to tell mom Please!? Amber- why would I do that I mean you never told mom anything I never told you tell her so I'll keep it a secret. I mean Like how bad can it be. ( she's still talking) Me- I had Sex with DAD! Amber- Wait What! Me- I know it's a shocker I didn't mean to and it was just an accident Not on purpose. Amber- Wow! How was it? Was it like... Me- Good yeah perfect but I need you not to tell mom for me I don't want her getting mad okay. Amber- Okay but I wanna know the truth and details about hwo good it was? Me- why..? Amber- because dad is like old now and I wonder how he could still manage to do that with you and not with mom? Me- okay see well.... Wait he doesn't do that with mom? Amber- Yeahh! He thinks she's just I don't know But I know he doesn't do that with her anymore. Me- that's weird but look fine I'll tell you how it went. Okay so Like When it comes to kissng him.... It's like nothing else is there! His eye;s will glow at you when you look at them and it's so awesome, Then He'll be so gentle it's like taking care of a baby, and he'll have these little tiny Noises that go with all of it. He does get wild sometimes and sometimes he doesn't but It's just so freakin awesome. Amber- Wow I'm impressed but aren''t you afraid he's gonna try to do it again like today? Me- Yes I really An afraid and well he dresse's like it too, I mean I don't want him to do that around mom? Amber- Maybe I can distract her for you! You know like keep her downstairs and you guys can carry on with what you do. Me- Yeah your right.... but why do we have to do it today amber? Amber- because I know you both want to and well you should have the chance to relax with him and just have some positive thoughts and good stuff, not negitive and bad stuff happen! am I right? Me- Your right Oh I totally forgot to tell you that I met one Of his friends at a party and he asked if he could see me again? what do you think I should do? Amber- Oooh you have to affairs now! well I think you should just give it to both of them ten you won't have a problem? Me- amber your funny but no I have to think of only one maybe I don't know but right now I have to just relax your amber just think positive! I'm ready for it. Amber- that's what I thought just relax both of you I'm gonna go have mom help me with my homework for a while Take your time okay guys!!! Me- Yeah okay thanks amber! Amber- anything for my big sister. As she opened the door She ran down those stairs like she was playing a chase game around the whole house. Oh My Gosh This will be a crazy Night for me How much you bet. Well I don't have any money so I can't bet anything but oit's just an expression anyways.